Hopeless
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"One should die proudly when it is no longer possible to live proudly."
- Friedrich Nietzsche
(Inspired by: Unfixable and Broken home by @FuxkingGod)
Kami was a nice happy child who was always looking out for their friends. Everything is fine in their little world. Or so everyone thinks. They are able to put on this mask for people but on the inside they are breaking. Suffering from this all, they are barely holding on. What happens when their friends and motherly figure see through their clever mask.
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Mention of suicide
Mention of self harm
Anxiety
Depression
Sickness
Throwing up
Suicide
Panic/Anxiety attacks
Abuse
Alcohol
Self harm scars
Under aged drinking
Violence - fights
Blood/gore and injury
Bullying
Censored curse words (-w-)
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Locked In
You don't believe me anyways. You don't see me throwing away my inhibitions or filling up my online shopping cart. You don't see me diving into new life goals and careers and areas of study. You don't see my cry to myself in the car when my chest sinks in and my head gets crushed in a vice. You don't feel the panic in my stomach whenever I must make human contact. And you sure don't see how hard I try. How I wake up every morning and apply my mask. My work mask- to conceal all of this. But.... It's been the same mask for many years And my mask is wearing thin. My sadness, my anger, my paranoia and grand euphoria are trying to become a part of your world too. A world where it's not welcome. A world where it's not understood, where it's frowned upon.Lengkap
I cried again. Because of the same reason. " Why am I so bad luck? Why can't I be happy? " Until one day I met this guy. He smiled to me. His smiles. I want to live with his smile everyday. ____________________________________________ ( I put it as Matured contain because it contains a lot of self harm and strong words. Not suitable for those who was below 18.. But if you want to read it, hope you don't mind about it. )
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