Wild Flowers

"I forgive, but I also learn a lesson. I won't hate you, but I'll never get close enough for you to hurt me again. I can't let my forgiveness become foolishness." - Tony Gaskins

She was the center of my world. A soulmate, if you will. She understood me and listened and provided wisdom.

She was my mother, in spirit, so to speak. But mothers don't abandon their daughters on a whim.

I wish I could go back to the way things were, hell, even to the day before everything went to crap. I wish I could get a proper apology for her breaking my heart. I wish she would listen to me and believe me instead of listening to the lies others tell her.

I can't do anything but move on.