Ex Hopeless Romantic, Jongsang
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There was so many times where I felt like I was the problem. Although I craved it, I yearned for it, I had learned to suppress the urge to reach out and grab someone's hand or to accept the warm movement such as a hug or a favor. I'm capable of doing things my self and do not need someone who will do it all the time when I need it. Even if it's just tying my shoe, I can do it myself. Just me, myself, and the things I collect.
-Ex hopeless romantic
PS. I've collected lots of missed opportunities
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