Dear Diary, Raped by my ex

Hi, Im Hannah. Im 16 5''6 and still growing. I have brown mocca colored eyes, and Blondish brownish hair(it's been parted to one side fir so long that it turned blonde but the underneath is still brown. I promise I didn't die it. Never have! never will.) my hair is long, it comes down to almost the bottom of my back.
I play softball, right field mostly then back up catcher. I started right field for the school team all two years I have been at Hickory ridge high, and hope to start again this year.
I have an older sister who's 19 and a twin brother. Me and my brother are nothing alike, he's short I'm tall, he has bright blonde hair and blue eyes. He is a natural at everything, Im not. Hes broken 7bones and Ive broken one finger.
I play the flute, I have since 7th grade.
Me and my mom don't have the best of relationships. We don't really talk. Same with my sister.
My best friends name is Layla. We have been best friends since the 8th grade.
My big group of people involve Layla, Becca, Avery, and Kayla.
That's pretty much it.

Oh wait... one more thing, my ex boyfriend raped me.