death & lust
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Last published Sat, Aug 21, 2021
-NOT COMPLETED-ONLY FIRST PART IS OUT-
-trigger warning-read description-
-suicidal idealisation
-self harm
-drug use/abuse
-sex/sexual fantasies that contain:
•blood
•masochism/sadism
•choking
•knives/blades
-book cover is not my art or picture-
-it was just a simple google search-
-plus some editing-
-i'd love for anyone reading my book-
-to leave suggestions and thoughts-
-in the comments-
-parts released-
•one
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