Lia and Mariah Laney are twin sisters who live in the closest thing to paradise, the island of Oahu, Hawaii.
Their mother kept them until she no longer was financially able. Leaving the six-year-old twins under the pretenses that she was going to the store, she left them on a church stairwell, never to return.
They fell asleep on the concrete steps that night, exhausted from crying. A preacher found them the next morning and called 911, ultimately leading the parentless girls to an orphanage. There, they were treated well; given decent food and warm beds. What the caregivers didn't mend was the trauma the girls had underwent.
At the age of nine, they scaled the fence and escaped the orphanage together. Mariah became the protector of Lia, though biologically it was meant to be opposite. She was the leader of their small pack. To survive, she would snatch things from people when they weren't looking. Lia caught on fast. They discovered the relaxing effects of nicotine. They learned how to shoplift. They learned how to stay warm at night.
After weeks of living on the streets, a lady finds them sleeping on a park bench cuddled together. Her name was Consuela, of which the young girls confused as Abuela. No matter how resistant they were, she successfully urged them to her home. She fed them, gave them baths, and cleaned their many cuts and scrapes. But she was an older woman, in no position to raise more children. She takes them to her son Anthony.
All her intentions were to get the poor girls off the streets, and as they expressed resistance to a shelter, Consuela hoped her son had what it took to help them. However, Mariah and Lia hated Anthony.
Now, they've lived with him for four years. At the bright age of thirteen, they attend school, and are given the bare necessities of life such as clothes, food, and shelter. Other than that, they have nothing to thank Anthony for.
Other than their addiction to methamphetamine.
Being alone? Check.
Being afraid? Check.
Being abused? Check times 3.
Honestly, my life wasn't this bad before, not until I ended in foster care...
SIKE! My life was always bad.
From the moment I was born, I lived with an abusive father who blamed me for my mother's death, and even I couldn't disagree with him. Here are a few questions I am constantly asked:
'Do I do well in school?' No, are you kidding me? The only subject I'm good at is Visual Arts.
'Do I have a kind and caring family?' No, I don't think I do.
'Do I have anyone who cares about me?' No, I'm a loner and socially awkward.
'Do I have privileges?' No, if you haven't understood the message yet, I live in an abusive household.
Now, you might ask if there are any questions the answer is yes. I'll give you some.
'Do I want to die?' Yes, I sometimes do.
'Do I feel alone in this world?' Yes, always.
'Do I get a beating every day?' Yes.
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This is Amara Williams, a 13 year-old with average grades and no friends. What happens when her only guardian, her dad, is dead? What happens when she finds out that she has five older brothers who are not only strict and demanding, but also protective assholes? More importantly, what happens when she finds out that she was taught lies from the moment she was born?
Follow Amara as she digs deeper into her family history, uncovering the secrets and discovering the lies.
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⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️
There will be mentions of abuse, r@pe, self harm, death, and many other dark themes. I have given a warning now, and I will give a TW in each chapter when reading for safety reasons. However, I want all of my readers to know what to expect so that they can decided for themselves if they want to read. Read at your own discretion!
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