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Secretive - Bucky Barnes

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Time 43h 29m

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»She was not fragile like a flower.
She was fragile like a bomb.«
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 »When everyone wanted her,
                         she only ever was his.«






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Series with 3 parts; 1 (»Lilith Callan«) & 2 (»The Winter Soldier«) finished, 3 (»Secretive«) as currently going on
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Trigger warnings mentioned in the chapter's title: violence (🔪), smut (🌶) and depression/very emotional (🌤).
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Nova, and every person of her personal life is fictional, created by me.
James, and (almost) every person of his personal life is fictional, taken from the MCU.All Rights Reserved

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Keeping Secrets | Bucky Barnes by oJULIANNAo

"You did not look so bad yourself for being so old," I teased. We were now merely inches apart. He laughed at my comment and placed his hands on either side of me, locking me in. The laugh died out and I tried to look anywhere but into his blue eyes. I could feel his gaze on me. Unexpectedly, James moved his right hand to cup my cheek and forced me to stare into his tired eyes. His eyes were moving up and down - from my eyes to my lips - and it was as if he was fighting an internal battle. Instead of letting my arms hang by my sides I placed them on his lower waist, just over his belt. He looked down at my movement and then up again. He had decided now. ✪ 𝙷𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 #1 in tonysdaughter #1 in secretrelationship #1 in thewintersoldier #1 in grantward All the characters except Samantha Stark belongs to Marvel.

Your Hands Have Made Some Good Mistakes by dewystars

"I kneel into a dream where I am good and loved. I am loved. My hands have made some good mistakes. They can always make better ones." - Natalie Wee Bucky has to spend six months locked up with a stranger. His teammates went on an international press tour and left him behind. They hired someone to supervise him, per the conditions of his pardon- a roommate, they said. A roommate? In which: Bucky's heart slowly thaws, he develops a soft spot for his idiot roommate, he discovers his vibranium arm is extra-sensitive, he rediscovers that whole 'sexual attraction' thing, he has Not Great mental health including nightmares and therapy, he has a complicated relationship with his ex, he really enjoys blowjobs, he deals with the backlash from his criminal trial, he addresses internalized guilt and shame, he gets laid for the first time in decades, he deals with jealousy, he digs up old feelings, he cuts his hair, he takes pain meds and traumatizes everyone in the room, aaaaaand more. Told (mostly) from Bucky's POV.

Life Goes On by femalefictional

Harbouring a huge secret not only from your best friend Steve seemed like a marvellous thing to do until he and his brother Bucky come back into town for their Mothers funeral. Promises begin to break, and secrets get spilled. Will the great love of your life survive it, or will you never get what you and Bucky had before back? A Bucky Barnes AU and original storyline.

Soul Stealer ~ (A Bucky Barnes Love Story) by KealaLeilani

The fall of SHIELD and decimation of HYDRA was only the beginning. The history you thought you knew was a lie. Bucky Barnes may have escaped from HYDRA, but he didn't do it alone. He went back for a woman he barely remembers, but somehow can't forget. She's the secret everyone would die to possess. Hidden in plain sight until the day she disappeared without a trace. She's been a prisoner for longer than she's been alive, but she's done hiding. Thrust into the middle of a war they never wanted and forced to run from enemies and friends alike the only people they can trust are each other. Can two broken souls find peace or will the enemy they've been fighting their whole lives destroy them once and for all? The world may fear The Winter Solider, but they've never faced a threat like the Soul Stealer. (Bucky Barnes x OFC) ~ While some parts of this story may roughly follow the movies in the MCU there will be major cannon divergence. Hope you enjoy! I don't own/have rights to the MCU or any of its characters. However, the characters and plot lines I've created are my own. Please do not plagiarize.

𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗦𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗖𝗛 | bucky barnes by jouskawriting

[complete!] "𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔." 𝐌ace Wilcox had a heart full of revenge. For almost her whole life. Because when the person she loved most was killed, her life was turned upside down. She was turned into a killer. She intended to use the skills. She wanted to get the person who killed her mother. 𝐁ut she couldn't do it. Because James Buchanan Barnes was not the Winter Soldier anymore. And deep inside, Mace Wilcox knew that. So then what was she searching for? - - - the pinterest board for this story can be found here: https://www.pinterest.com/jouskapins/the-search/ [bucky barnes x oc] [begins five months before tfatws, january 2024]

Flowers in the Darkest Parts: Bucky Barnes X OC by cgatzki

(NEW CHAPTERS ADDED) The Avengers hear word of HYDRA having another Super Soldier project. They know they must put it to an end for good this time. When they meet the girl that is the focus of the project, Bucky Barnes is desperate to help her recover. Still struggling with the memories of HYDRA himself, he tries to mend the wounds they have inflicted onto the girl physically and mentally. Maybe by helping to heal her past it will help heal his too. "Every interaction we have, every moment we spend together I feel like I'm falling deeper. I try my best to crawl back up, but there he is, pulling me back down even farther than before. I feel like I'm drowning in him, but it's not suffocating. It's intoxicating." (Bucky Barnes x OC) Warning: Sexual abuse, suicidal ideation, sexual language, swearing and other topics that might be offensive. All Character rights to Marvel.

Good At Surviving || Bucky Barnes || by winterschild7386

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little lightning bolt ::: j.b.barnes by sammy_boyo

"i am the fallen princess, scarred and hardened by a war i never asked for, but oh how i melt in your arms and the sea of your eyes..." . . "i am nothing more then a lab rat turned into a weapon..." . . . a bucky barnes fanfic. . warning: one smutty chapter and swearing. . disclaimer: i do not own bucky barnes or any of the mcu characters. all rights go to stan lee, marvel, and disney. i do own my character, Evergreen, and her storyline. please do not copy and paste for i have work really hard on this story.

My One And Only by bonkybarnes27

When Y/N was frozen with Steve she believed her life to be over. But once she was found and thawed out she had to grapple with the fact that her entire life had pasted by her and now she has to get used to living in the 20th century. After finding Bucky and realizing he was alive still, the three friends go on to live their lives as Avengers, trying their best to ease into their new lives in the new age. As well as handling a fiery romance between her and a certain super soldier. ⚠️I DO NOT OWN THESE CHARACTERS. ALL RIGHTS GO TO MARVEL⚠️

Electric Love || Bucky Barnes X OC by lynnbailey225

Mia Stark shows up at the Avengers compound hoping to find her place in the world and help people. She built her own suit to resemble her dad's but he's just as shocked as everyone when she shows up. The most surprised of all is Bucky Barnes who quickly finds himself drawn to the daughter of a man who hates him with a passion. Mia tries to ignore the draw, even going as far as sleeping with Steve but it's impossible. She's got a brain full of unresolved trauma that only Bucky seems to see and understand. He makes her feel wanted for the first time in her whole life and she makes him feel normal for the first time in over 80 years. She sees Bucky, not the Winter Soldier he was made to be and he sees the innocence and sweetness buried under her rage. It's also him that helps her see that her power to manipulate energy is a gift and not a curse or a flaw. The two quickly find a flow that mostly includes him finding himself between her thighs. But it's not enough for Mia, she wants more. She wants a life with Bucky, she wants him to finally kiss her and she wants to tell him how much she loves him. His own fear about his past keeps him from giving into her and his love for ber, or does it?

I love you for infinity by Dumsum_potato

*COMPLETE* Y/N's mom died and so she has to move in with her dad who is Tony stark. How is her life going to change when she's living with the avengers? After the incident? and a new special person is there? A bucky X Y/n fanfic...

The Secret ✪ Bucky Barnes [Completed] by lia_fics002

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Red - Bucky Barnes x OC by leatherstuddedx

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𝗙𝗼𝗿𝗯𝗶𝗱𝗱𝗲𝗻 ☽ 𝘉𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘺'𝘴 𝘗𝘖𝘝 by AvengerS1ut

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Saving Bucky (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by TheseHallowedRoses

Set immediately after the events of Saving Steve (Book 2), Bucky finds himself locked up in the hands of The Company - a mysterious shadow organization asking too many questions about his Winter Soldier programming. And he'll do anything to hide the answers they're looking for. One of the most feared and admired interrogators within your organization, James Buchanan Barnes is *your* asset. And you're determined to break him. But what happens if he breaks you first? And when bombshell secrets come to light that threaten your understanding of your job, your purpose, and your identity...who can you really trust? A former enemy hellbent on destroying the people that once destroyed him, or your former allies seeking to keep you in the dark? Saving Bucky is the third book and final book in the Salvation Series. ------ STORY INFORMATION: Y/n means "your name", insert your own first name here when reading L/n means "last name", insert your own last name here when reading. TW: graphic violence, explicit sexual material, torture, blood, wounds, language Top Rankings: #1 in BuckyBarnes #1 in BuckyBarnesxReader #1 in WinterSoldier #1 in Superheroes *SPOILERS* For the Marvel Cinematic Universe - DO NOT READ if you don't want spoilers **ALL RIGHTS** for all characters/images/likeness are owned and trademarked by Disney, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Stan Lee, and their rightful proprietary owners. Story and original characters owned by me, all rights reserved. Reminder: I'm just a fan enjoying some creative license. Please don't sue me. Unless you're Sebastian Stan - you can do whatever you want to me.

Reawakened Romance by JessieDDawson

* Completed * You're Steve Rogers' younger sister. In the 40's you had a secret relationship with you brother's best friend, Bucky, and you tried to move on after he died.. Or so you thought. When Bucky comes back as the winter soldier in present time, you want him in your life, but how is that going to happen when you have moved on since his "death"? And how will your brother, Steve, react to his best friend dating his sister? ************************ Warning! Contains: - Sexual content - Strong language - Abusive relationship (not with Bucky) For mature +18 ************************ Disclaimer! I don't own any rights to the Marvel Universe. Besides the main character (and her lovers), every character is owned by Marvel. This is just giving my own twist to the universe.

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𝐁𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐭 ✔︎ 𝐁𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 | 1 by lustfulsin123

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Keeping Secrets | Bucky Barnes

"You did not look so bad yourself for being so old," I teased. We were now merely inches apart. He laughed at my comment and placed his hands on either side of me, locking me in. The laugh died out and I tried to look anywhere but into his blue eyes. I could feel his gaze on me. Unexpectedly, James moved his right hand to cup my cheek and forced me to stare into his tired eyes. His eyes were moving up and down - from my eyes to my lips - and it was as if he was fighting an internal battle. Instead of letting my arms hang by my sides I placed them on his lower waist, just over his belt. He looked down at my movement and then up again. He had decided now. ✪ 𝙷𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 #1 in tonysdaughter #1 in secretrelationship #1 in thewintersoldier #1 in grantward All the characters except Samantha Stark belongs to Marvel.