Metanoia
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Last published Thu, Dec 22, 2022
~"JULES! SHE DID IT. . . NO NO THIS CANT BE HAPPENING. PLEASE NO." Astrid screams through the phone.
"Ju" she sniffles, I try to respond but her next words shake me to my core.
"She's gone."
"She's gone" she whispers.
The phone call that ruined everything.
The phone call that completely broke everyone.
Frozen that's all that Jules recalls feeling.~
Jules's life was nowhere near perfect, she has dealt with a lot of things, but this has to be the worst pain she has ever experienced.
She has just gotten herself out of a toxic relationship with her ex Athena, and she is in the process of moving on from her.
Now she is dealing with a huge and painful loss, that she is not sure that she can ever recover from.
In comes her brother's next-door neighbor, Grey, who happens to appear whenever she is having an emotional breakdown. Will Jules ever get over Athena? Will everyone be able to heal from the tragic loss? Read to find out!~
TW: Suicide, Emotional abuse, Mental abuse, Language.
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