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Metanoia

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Parts 9
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~"JULES! SHE DID IT. . . NO NO THIS CANT BE HAPPENING. PLEASE NO." Astrid screams through the phone. 

"Ju" she sniffles, I try to respond but her next words shake me to my core.

"She's gone."

"She's gone" she whispers.

The phone call that ruined everything. 

The phone call that  completely broke everyone.

Frozen that's all that Jules  recalls feeling.~

Jules's life was nowhere near perfect, she has dealt with a lot of things, but this has to be the worst pain she has ever experienced. 

She has just gotten herself out of a toxic relationship with her ex Athena, and she is in the process of moving on from her.

Now she is dealing with a huge and painful loss, that she is not sure that she can ever recover from. 

In comes her brother's next-door neighbor, Grey,  who happens to appear whenever she is having an emotional breakdown. Will Jules ever get over Athena? Will everyone be able to heal from the tragic loss? Read to find out!~


TW: Suicide, Emotional abuse, Mental abuse, Language.All Rights Reserved

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I've Got It Under Control by myrealnameisasecret

Jules is forced to live a life in the psychiatric ward after her eating disorder nearly ends up taking her life. Stuck in a life that is contained within four walls, while she fights her battle with an eating disorder and depression, trying to gain control of the demanding voice in her head. Finally having to admit that she can't do it herself and faces vulnerability by doing so. She endures love and heartbreak but only she can save herself. Will Jules recover and finally be free of the voice that has become the burden of her life? ~ I've Got It Under Control That's what she thought. That's what they all think when it first starts. They had control, had, past tense. Now they wish they did. Their bodies are screaming for help but their head is saying otherwise. Hunger coursed through Jules's body, the rumble of her stomach was like a thunderstorm, violent and painful. It scared her, yet it also satisfied her. She started to skip breakfast, and once she realised she didn't need breakfast, she knew she wouldn't need lunch nor dinner. ~TW: Goes into depth about eating disorders, mentions about suicide and self harm. View at your own risk~

Save Me, Stranger | A Dialogue Story by II_BLACKOUT_II

[A Spin off of Audrey's Secret] [Stand Alone] [Trigger Warning] When a suicidal girl decides to make one last call in hopes of finding something to fight for, or someone, even if it's a stranger . . . WARNING CONTAINS ⚠️ • suicidal thoughts • suicide attempts • depression • abusive boyfriend National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (NSPL): 1-800-273-8255 REVIEWS: "This book has been so intriguing and so inspiring, I felt so at peace with the way you worded everything. I'm always so eager for more, because you always leave it somewhere where one can wonder what will happen next." - @bakvqcu RANKS: #1 - helpmeplease [10/6/19] #1 - saveme [9/4/19] #1 - anxietyattacks [8/13/19] #1 - dialoguestory [2/26/19] #2 - suicidalthoughts [6/9/19]

Blaine's Opportunity by ToxicAddictions

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ MENTIONS OF Rape, family abuse and suicidal thoughts. Do not read if this may trigger you. The story isn't all depressing but there are certain family situations brought up. It's a good read, enjoy. "It's ok, Blaine. I promise." I whispered into her ear. Her strong arms wrapped me so tightly. I felt so warm and safe... it's weird how calm everything felt in this moment. I hear her sniffle. "I... don't wanna go back." She whispered. I rubbed her back. "You don't have to if you don't want to I promise. You can stay as long as you want." I whispered back. ------ Blaine Jarome was known for the attitude and anger issues. She was considered a problem child in her school, aggressive at work and in and out the hospital for injuries she never explained how she got. She only had two friends who always worried about her and she lived with two drug addicted foster parents that bought drugs from her. She's nineteen trying to finish her second last year of high school. No one dared to even intervene when she was mad... but the new girl? Well let's just say a big heart goes a long way. Sara gives Blaine an opportunity to do better and try harder. She tries to help her see her potential and see that she is great. The only thing is, will Blaine except the opportunity she's been given.

It Wasn't Love ✔️ by depressedn0nce

"Fuck." He whispers into my neck, sending a thrill of excitement through my body. His lips still smothered kisses over my neck and his hands roamed my body, starting at my chest, going down to my stomach. Caressing my soft skin, his thumb trailed circles on my groin before slightly slipping into the waistband of my jeans. My breath catches in my throat as I pull at the hoodie that covered his chiselled body. Understanding, Jacob pulls it off in one swift movement before attaching his lips back on my neck. Sucking and biting it before flicking his tongue over the sore spot. A quiet moan leaves my mouth and I clasp my hand over it, denying any noise to escape. "You drive me fucking crazy, Aria." ---------------------------- Aria Bailey finds it hard to fit in. Her parents are always busy and never have time for her. She lives alone at her family home and has top grades in all of her classes. But being a 17 year old friendless nerd comes with its disadvantages. The bullying gets worse every single day, driving her to self harm and suicidal thoughts. Aria learns more about popular boy, Jacob Rickson and starts developing feelings for the well known 18 year old. Jacob helps her come out of her shell and learn to be more comfortable and confident. Aria has to make a tough decision by choosing if she would rather be with Jacob and be bullied by her mind for eternity, or to leave and be left alone, exactly how she wants to be. -Strangers to lovers -Right person, wrong time

The Night We Met by marsxlynx

Where's my Love? | A Lumity fanfic by mivxmp

"It's hard to love with a broken heart." Luz Noceda has been left heart broken so many times, she just forgot how to love, how to feel, and how to have fun. Never had friends growing up. Hell, she didn't even know what it was like to have a childhood, from a young age she knew things were always going to be tough for her, having to grow up faster than her peers and face reality was something she new very well. What happens when one day, she stumbles upon a magical door that takes her to a whole new dimension. Will she finally know what it is like to love and feel loved? Or will she keep her barriers up and never know the feelings? Warnings: -Drinking -Emotional Abuse/ Physical Abuse -Cursing -ED (Eating Disorder) -Lime (light smut) -Suicidal thought/ Suicidal attempts Please enjoy!

Maddy and Me by Tis_I_Persephone

"I really do love you. It didn't start in a good place, I admit, but these feelings I've grown for you are very much real!" said Maddy, crying. "And how am I supposed to know if that's true? This entire thing could just be in my head! Maybe you found out about it and you're using it against me because you still love that asshole!" she said as a tear finally escaped her eyelids. --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- -- A fanfic about Maddy Perez from Euphoria and a female OC. Story starts from Season 1, episode 5 where Nate and Maddy meet up at a motel on Friday nights since he was expelled for the investigation. I didn't realize for a good while that the show is LITERALLY about high schoolers and how fucked up that actually is. So here I am making alterations in the Euphoria-verse (UA) and a chance for the characters to be kids. TW: Mentions of abuse, violence, mature language #01 under Alexa Demie - 22/06/23 #76 under Romance Fanfiction - 06/01/23 #03 under Jules Vaughn - 24/01/23 #04 under Maddy Perez - 08/05/23 #2 under Zendaya - 10/03/24 #18 under Euphoria - 07/03/23 #01 under Nate Jacobs - 13/03/23

Her Life by xXKookieKatXx

""I guess so!" I started laughing too. I looked around and realized it's been forever since I've been here... We started eating and talking about school work when all of a sudden.. My phone goes off. I look at who the text is from. It's from mom. -Tara! Come home now!- -Why?!?!? What's up???- -It's Sammy!- -Alright! On my way!-" Tara's life is always how she wants it to be... that is, until a threat came to be. She already lost her father.. She doesn't know how much more she can take until she finally loses everything... Her Mom.. Her girlfriend.. even her best friend Sammy... Will it stop at just them.. or is the threat after her too?

Guns and Roses by frenchiesrule11

"Shit happens." Was all astrid could say. Her life was just a normal ass highschool experience with a smidge of suicidal thoughts and abuse, I mean,isn't everyone's experience kind of like that? Her life changed completely when she discovers that the mafia is lurking all around her. She thought all of that mafia shit was fake she is brought into a world of guns, blood, pain, heartbreak, with a tad bit of fucked up history. She meets someone who changes her life for the better, and it's not who you think it is. 🚨SMUT WARNING🚨 🚨GORE WARNING🚨 Second hand embarrassment is common. interracial, bwwm. UNEDITED #8 in wmbw!!!!!!!!!

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I've Got It Under Control

Jules is forced to live a life in the psychiatric ward after her eating disorder nearly ends up taking her life. Stuck in a life that is contained within four walls, while she fights her battle with an eating disorder and depression, trying to gain control of the demanding voice in her head. Finally having to admit that she can't do it herself and faces vulnerability by doing so. She endures love and heartbreak but only she can save herself. Will Jules recover and finally be free of the voice that has become the burden of her life? ~ I've Got It Under Control That's what she thought. That's what they all think when it first starts. They had control, had, past tense. Now they wish they did. Their bodies are screaming for help but their head is saying otherwise. Hunger coursed through Jules's body, the rumble of her stomach was like a thunderstorm, violent and painful. It scared her, yet it also satisfied her. She started to skip breakfast, and once she realised she didn't need breakfast, she knew she wouldn't need lunch nor dinner. ~TW: Goes into depth about eating disorders, mentions about suicide and self harm. View at your own risk~