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ALLAGRUGOUS

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brokenfamily brother college depression dysfunctional eatingdisorder ed hiding independent liar lies love mentalhealth romance secrets sh strong-female-character struggle suffocating

Kailonna Spade or Kal as she prefers is the youngest of her 4 siblings.  She feels invisible for the first 19 years of her life, she feels powerless and lost, in a world that seems to never have enough space for her.  Kal never seems to understand why she feels trapped inside herself, always feeling disconnected from her peers, including herself. 
    
It is the summer before her sophomore year of college, she decides to go to an art program to help build her art portfolio. Only she didn't plan for her summer to go the way it did. 

An incident occurs and turns her whole world upside down, corrupting the once pretty lies she told herself turning her life into one that consists of endless suffocating, deception, and deceit. This summer was to try to find her own place in the world and just as she can almost feel herself start to bloom in the palm of her hand someone comes along, plucking every single petal off till the flower is left bare.

Will her brothers discover what Kal was forced to endure for weeks?  
Is Kal going to open up about what happened that horrifying, traumatic night of her life or will she continue to spin webs of lies while attempting to appear normal? 
She may be successful in deceiving everyone in town, but little did she know, someone can see past the fortress she has built around herself. 

She's not the only one covering up secrets. Kal will figure out that people are just as good at putting on an act to make everything seem completely ordinary when in reality they are hiding behind their own web of lies that they themselves can no longer identify what is true and what is false, as she is.

Chaos, lies, sorrow, love, lust, and plenty of secrets await to be revealed. 

DO NOT COPY!! 
 (A/n this is my first story and will have spelling/grammar mistakes please point them out. If you have any ideas of the story, please tell me your input)All Rights Reserved

brokenfamily brother college depression dysfunctional eatingdisorder ed hiding independent liar lies love mentalhealth romance secrets sh strong-female-character struggle suffocating

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The Troubled Soul (Volume 3: Final Volume)

Once upon a time, there was a young boy who experienced constant pain. The only person who truly stayed by his side was Kallie, his sister. She was his everything. His life, his family, his best friend...his world. Then humanity had to take her away and wreck his perfect, peaceful life. As if it was not enough humans were the source of all his pain and suffering he experienced throughout his life, and the reason for all his scars and symbols, they took away the only person he cared about. Well, enough was enough. He tried leaving humanity alone. He tried living a peaceful life away from all the fighting. It was all he wanted; to live a peaceful life with his sister, but humanity would not allow him that. So, if battling was the only thing humans throughout history understood, then he would bring them a war. So now, he has a new goal. Peace treaties are made between humans but they never last. War, however, forces the loser to obey no matter what for however long the winner decides. If humanity-the entire world-only submitted to the strongest then he would dominate them all. Only he would be the strongest, allowing no other person to even come close to his power. He would burn the world down to its very foundation, eradicating everyone who stands in his way, and rebuild it anew. The new world would be transformed into what he could never have. A fair and just world, devoid of all sins, where everyone can live a peaceful life without the constant worry of what could hurt them next. New laws will be placed while the old ones are removed. All evil will be purged from the world. Any who stand in his way will be turned to ash to help build his world. If the world wanted him to be evil so badly...then he would be a malicious tyrant that rules not with an iron fist, but a diamond one. Of course, there will be many who will fight back. However, there is only one person who even has a chance at winning...and she only cares about her little sunshine.