When Gold Falls
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Last published Fri, Oct 22, 2021
They say Beatrix Gemmer is a rule follower, a role model, a valedictorian, a well-behaved daughter, a selfless friend, a loyal girlfriend.
And they definitely don't say Beatrix Gemmer is suicidal.
Trigger Warning: This book contains mature language, mentions of sexual assault, self harm, suicide, mental-health issues, and substance abuse. Please do not read if you are uncomfortable with any of these themes.
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