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For Keeps

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Reads 11,776
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Parts 61
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Reads 11,776
Votes 1,408
Parts 61
Time 12h 42m

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It's a Canadian Christmas with Jon/Kurt & Cary--all the warm crowded gatherings and frosty winter adventures!  ❄🌈❤ 

In the privacy of their own home, Jon and Kurt are loving their rekindled romance but the reality is, Jon still can't be 'out'. The strain of having to stay closeted in public, and secret at Jon's workplace is wearing thin. 

As the weeks pass Kurt realizes he had no idea how dark December could be for Jon. Kurt's playing for keeps, but every day it feels like Jon is withdrawing a little more and keeping secrets from him. Can one feely gay save his partner from the self-destructive demons in his past or is their relationship doomed to break up the week before Christmas?

☆2.7K reads on the original project, first published as part of For Us☆ 

Cover by @Teylor.AArt. Used with permission.

Contains smoking, mature language and other mature content, including references to drug and alcohol abuse, sexual abuse, self-harm, suicide and depression (none shown). Trigger warnings included at the start of relevant chapters. 

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