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𝐇𝐁𝐎'𝐒 𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍..
          A Romanian saying goes somewhere along these lines: "you know your real friend when you need them most"; between questions of morality, the adulthood conglomeration of shit decisions made under unexpected pressure and the consequences of all you ever chose since birth, it's hard to find someone who's there when your life's a bloody mess. Unless they are crazy too, of course.

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