(Warning: explicit erotic scenes with three individuals - Cassian x OC x Azriel) A dark past. " 'I was a pile of skin and bones,' I say, my voice hoarse from the bitterness of my disturbing memories. 'I know how much I've changed.' " A tormented present. "I once heard our dreams define us, but who am I, then, if I only have nightmares?" An uncertain future. "Now my heart is crying out not for one, but for two. I'm in love with two males. I'm lost between two hearts." How to follow your heart when it takes you on two different paths? "How can I choose?" But... what if they feel the same way? " 'What he's trying to say is that he's in love with you.' " Sometimes, all you need to do is take the first step towards the abyss... and let yourself fall. "This is the perfect opportunity. Now I can blame the wine for my next actions."