Will you say?

As I close the book with pictures of us, I just start to cry, did I give up a part of my life, are you going to miss me, what is wrong with me I never cry for anyone, does he still have his wall built, did He give up on his little world, I never regret the day we met, Laid our eyes on each other for the first time, glad we decided to make our own world, I loved him so much that I told him to go, it could not go on forever and I regret even saying that I hope he finds better, I wish it was us forever but us being the perfectly imperfect humans we are it did not work out, mis O'Brian I dream but I guess not, he said "it was us against the world", what a lie when gulper shows up he forgets about chapa, they always forgets about chapa, as I lay there in my bed listening to the thoughts in my head knowing none of this happened... at least not like this