Loathed Affinity
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Last published Tue, Sep 7, 2021
Pain is bad . Pain only hurts you,and nothing more.
What about the type of pain the keeps coming back? The type that hurt you, but you still want so dearly ? The type that doesn't want to leave you alone. The type you had sworn to hate,but you only want to be close to.
That's the type of pain Sophia faced, the type she wanted. He was pain to her.
He wasn't good. He was bad news. He was possessive,he only cared about four things :money,fame, power and more money. He was Alexander Chris Damon. Love was for weaklings.
YOU NEVER KNOW THE VALUE OF WHAT YOU HAVE,UNTIL YOU LOOSE IT.
Alexander had learnt that the hard way. After what he had done to her,Sophia had decided that she would move on. Forget about him entirely.
But he wasn't going to let that happen. She was his,and he would keep her his,whether she liked it or not.
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"What were you doing with him? !" He growls at me,as I shout back equally as loud. "Whatever it is I was doing with him is none of your business, do you hear me? Get that into your thick arrogant skull". "He's no good Soph, he'll use you, he'll dump you. And then he'll walk away. He's toxic."he says in a calm,almost loving tone. I was fuming, I was burning with heat. I breathe in,in a attempt to lessen my anger. "Listen,he's my boyfriend, I want him,and I love him. At least I'm sure he won't go looking for customers in the market " I spit at him. He grabs elbow, and slams me against the wall.
"I am YOUR boyfriend. YOU love ME. YOU want ME. You're mine,and nobody else's. Do you understand? "
"No! I am nobody's..." my words were cut short by his lips pressing against mine,in a searing heart melting violent kiss. He pushes me against his hard rock chest,as he grabs my neck from behind and deepens the kiss.
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