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Smile [a Denki angst] BakuKami

TRYTAKINGMEDOWN

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Parts 35
Time 3h 48m

Reads 133,972
Votes 3,900
Parts 35
Time 3h 48m

TRYTAKINGMEDOWN

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abuse angst bakugouxkaminari bakuguo bakukami bakusquad cutting denki depressed depressie fake harm jirou kaminari kirishima mina pain selfharm sero smile suicide traitor

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ 

Mentions of:
-abuse
-cutting 
-suicidal toughs and acts
-rape 
-cursing 
-mental illnesses
-mineta
-illegale activities 

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When Denki's mother commits suicide, and his father's already aggressive behavior becomes even worse after he starts drinking, he loses everything. His father spends al their money on drinking and playing around. They lose their house and job and Denki has to work for them to survive. 

Besides all the abuse and suffering, he is also slowly losing his mind after extensive use from his quirks. The only thing keeping him company is the little voice in his head that keeps getting louder and louder every day. Until his classmates notice how the blond has changed. Will they be able to save him before he breaks?

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I'm not joking around because I want to. I just can't bear to see my classmates sad. 

I'm not smiling because I'm not hurt. I just want to make sure you guys feel better. 

I'm not never hurting. I just can't bother to show it anymore.

It hurts. It hurts so bad. 

A story where Denki isn't all smiles and innocent. Where he has his own story to tell. And where a certain aggressive and explosive blond slowly but surely noticed the slight changes in behavior.

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Ranks:

#1 in kaminari 
#1 in Denki 
#1 in bakukami
#1 in harm
#1 in depressie
#1 in Sero 
#2 in bakusquad 
#2 in bakugouxkaminari 
#3 in Bakugou 
#4 in depression 
#7 ik depressie 
#7 in angstAll Rights Reserved

abuse angst bakugouxkaminari bakuguo bakukami bakusquad cutting denki depressed depressie fake harm jirou kaminari kirishima mina pain selfharm sero smile suicide traitor

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