The one quote they kept her from cutting was "Stay Cloudy my beautiful clouds" -Jc Caylen Lia was just an ordinary girl who was depressed and hated life... Her get away and escape was YouTube, and most importantly O2L. She Self-harmed, had anxiety, and depression but what cured her was O2L, & all the other youtubers; but most of all, Jc Caylen. This fanfic will contain smut, and trigger warnings. The trigger warning will only be for a few chapters, NOT through the whole book. Please follow me on Twitter! (: @caniffsnipple94 I follow back!