Pyromaniac

This story is about me. This story is about a girl who figures out that her first love was really just her first obsession. This obsession is most painful for her. She thought for all of middle school and high school that this boy was her first love, only to figure out she has truly never been in love with him. She just figured out she has never been in love with anyone for that matter of fact. Although he is not her love, she still works through the thoughts of what could have been and will forever hold everyone she ever dates to this sort of obsessional standard. You will see how much he means/meant to her this one time and she will never show you again. (This story is taking a long time to write because it took me a long time to process. Over 2 years in progress.) Enjoy.