My Concept of Reality
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Last published Thu, Mar 10, 2022
"As technologically advanced we people are, humanity's greatest weakness will always be our own minds."
So many questions, time feels slow when you're aware of it, but fast when you miss it. This is just a little project I decided to make. Just my thoughts on reality and what's been going on in my noggin :)
DISCLAIMER: Paranoia, gore, blood, intrusive thoughts. This is based off of true events .
UPDATE: I published this book back in 2021, and now I realize this book is just the process of someone having borderline personality disorder and just never knowing it. Well now I know :,) I was also shit at writing. I am in college now and much more knowledgeable (i'd like to think).
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ONCE my mom told me that we, as humans, only fear what we do not know and that that is the sole reason for violence. We do not know what is to come of something, so in retaliation we immediately fight it off before we can ever find out; before we can ever see if there is any beauty in it. My mom is gone now. Along with any sanity we as a people have left. The year is 2193, and the world is at war. We, humans, are at war with each other only because of what we are and what we can do. We fear what we do not know, thus all we know is ignorance. The government, our democracy, our people and our world have fallen. Nothing good ever comes from being afraid of the abnormalities of others, especially when those abnormalities are amazing. The truth is, none of us are normal. Everyone's definition of normality is different, making it humanly impossible for anyone to ever accomplish the craved label of "normal". Then again, everything we have grown capable of was once described as humanly impossible. By those standards none of us are human. Not even me. A U T H O R ' S N O T E : This book is completed and there will be a second book coming out sometime next year, most likely in the summer. Please excuse any grammar issues or misspellings I have. I hope there are not many, but please consider I do all of the editing myself. Also this is a revised edition of Incapable - Book I: The Fallen. I think I have made it much better than the original story I wrote in the summer of this year and posted only a few months ago. I hope you enjoy! Happy reading. Xoxo, Miquéla P.S. I'm more than open to Q & A in the comments section or on my board if you have any questions regarding the book or just in general. :)
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