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Mudshuvel

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Reads 171
Votes 17
Parts 9
Time 1h 24m

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1990s abuse alaska alienation depression dreams grunge music psychologicalhorror school socialanxiety

In a small town in Alaska, 17-year-old Nami Mei has a problem. She's been sick ever since she was little, but the infections only show up in her dreams. A poet and singer, her works earn her respect. Admiration. The love she always wanted.

This is her dream. She should be happy. She's free. Free from everything except herself.

Because of course, it was never easy writing into reality your worst dreams.All Rights Reserved

1990s abuse alaska alienation depression dreams grunge music psychologicalhorror school socialanxiety

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Perception of an Angel

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