Smile! (Sad ShinKami AU)
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Kaminari has never been surrounded by people that directly intended to hurt him, but that doesn't mean he wasn't hurt - Life doesn't always work out the way we imagine it should, does it?
Despite living in a world where his parents don't accept him and his only friend seems to be the poisonous voice in his head, his blinding smile never seems to fade...
Trigger waring ⚠️
- depression
- anxiety
- self-harm
- eating disorder
- addiction/substance abuse
Many creators like to add tags at the beginning of the chapters to warn readers of possible triggers - I will NOT be doing that since I believe it gives away the plot, therefore if you wish to read this work (thank you very much!) expect anything or all of the above to be present at different times throughout the story.
This is an A.U. so please keep in mind that not everything will follow the original BNHA manga and/or anime.
These characters don't belong to me
Updates are once or twice a month
A genuine authors note... :
This is a Wattpad fanfic, and it's about as mildly decent as a fanfic can get; I'm not going to pretend I wrote the next bestseller lol
This is not the worst, but it's not the best, it's not complete trash, but it's far from being a masterpiece- having said that, keep in mind that the plot and the writing are well represented by what's written above and are therefore not the worst, but not the best and not complete trash, but still far from being a masterpiece. I just wanted to write a slightly different ShinKami AU from the rest :)
Cover art (done in a rush) by me
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