A Shower Experience.
I cannot describe the experience I had. Although, it was so pleasant but maybe writing this story may help, but you have to FEEL it I cant make you feel it by telling you but I'll try.
Something I started writing while I was in an emotional funk, stuck in some unpleasant memories. No idea where it's going or if I'll keep up with it, but here it is.
TW: Suicide, self-harm, s/a. Sex, language.