Little Boy Lost: Volume Two
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Ongoing, First published Jul 30, 2021
This is the second and concluding volume in my 1970's memoires.  The place was Charleston, the capitol city of West Virginia, and the year was 1975.  It was the summer between my Second and Third Grade years and, after having spent eight years living on Rockford Court, my family had just moved to Berkshire Place.  Rockford Court had been a nice middle class neighborhood, but now that both of my parents were working, we could afford better, hence the move.  It was still a time of innocence, happy days, fun adventures, and unbridled expectations.  On its face and at the time, my life continued to be all unicorns and rainbows, but my new school had mandated that I begin taking a very strong, mind-altering drug for my seizureific condition, and as time progressed, I would begin to struggle more and more and upon numerous levels as a result.  By the time that my Fifth Grade year rolled around, the symptoms of what would become my mental illness were strongly pronounced, and almost totally unbeknownst to the school and my family, by my Sixth Grade Year I was already hopeless lost within them.  The dots were there, but nobody was connecting them...myself included.  Not long thereafter, my family would soon suffer a catastrophic tragedy.   It would be the kind of tragedy that never gets better and that never goes away, the kind that you simply have to learn to live with.

 And please note that this manuscript needs further editing on an overall basis, but here is where the completed draft currently now stands.
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Little Boy Lost: Volume One

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This is a true story of mental illness, children, and how our society fails them. Early on in my life, there was a time period when my family was whole, my childhood was rather normal, life was simple, and everything was rainbows and unicorns. This has always been a time period that I've enjoyed remembering and going back to within my mind, too. These were the Rockford Court years, and I'm very happy to now be sharing them with you. When I was born in 1968, however, I had blue skin, I was having seizures at birth, and I would end up being diagnosed with an 'undiagnosable brain dysfunction.' I would go on to spend a large portion of my childhood on strong, mind-altering anti-seizure meds and from there, ultimately, as an adult, I would have to be committed to five different psychiatric institutions in four different states before finally having to be declared officially disabled for psychiatric-based reasons. And while the die had already been cast and those wheels had already begun to slowly start turning, their effect had yet to be felt and their consequences had yet to take hold. Yes, the Rockford Court years were GOOD years. And these are my Rockford Court Recollections.