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I Knew

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Your picture perfect life can be ripped away in an instant. 
Because, one second everything is fine.
And you have complete control, or at least you thought you did.
But suddenly you're too wrapped up in madness to form a single coherent thought. 
You suffer at the hands of the people you loved the most.
You loath yourself more than anyone else.
And your future becomes the most uncertain thing you've ever faced. 

*Warning: This story is not for everyone, for those experiencing depression, some topics may be triggering.  Such as: Bullying, depression, drinking, suicide attempts. *All Rights Reserved

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