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Parts 18
Time 1h 7m

Mature

It's hard to watch the love of your life spiral into darkness, it's even harder when you cant help.

After Oliver's death, he watches over his boyfriend George as he gets pulled into self-destructive behaviours of grief and pain until one day he sees how one person can change George's life.

'him after me', a bitter-sweet love story.

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There's no nsfw!!!

This book will contain suicidal themes, death, drugs, alcohol, panic attacks/anxiety, etc. Please be careful.

edit: it's been exactly a year since I started this and I strongly dislike it lol

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Started:
August 1st, 2021
Completed:
August 14th, 2021

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After George and Clay got together, life went on. Unfortunately not everyone is happy with their relationship and they show this clearly. After a lot of bullying, trying to break their relationship and a lot of pain caused, George doesn't seem to be able to take it anymore. (I recommend reading the other first!) TW's: -Suicide attempt -Sexual assault -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse

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Love You Regardless by lisaaaaa1616

Clay has autism and finds comfort in simple things, the illuminated a fireplace on a winter's night, fish swimming and stuffed animals. However, this was all soon to change after a tragic accident. Clay finds himself alone, seeing his happiness slip away from one simple mistake. George doesn't have an easy home life, after noticing signs of possibly a muscle disease, his only wish is to get help for it, however his parents deny every word that is brought up about it. Yet, it gets worse by the day as George quickly looses any hope left. When Clay is left traumatised by his past, he thinks nothing will bring back the same happiness he once felt, but when George moves into the farm he often visits, that same joy that was extinguished with the fire, sparks again... TW's: -Bullying -(Child)abuse -Panic attacks -Homophobia -Fire/death (past) -Flashbacks/nightmares Not really a TW, I think, but: -Muscle disease

Safe With Me by lisaaaaa1616

While George is live streaming, he accidentally outs himself in front of his whole stream. His life seems to be collapsing as his mother figures out the same thing as all his viewers did. George talks to his best friend, Dream, and decides to hopelessly ask to meet up with his "unknowing" best friend after his mother doesn't seem to want him in her house any longer. Dream, however, was watching George's stream as he outed himself and decides to not bring any of it up, realising George hides more and more from him. At the same time he starts feeling things he never felt before, making everything even more confusing that it already was. TW's: -Homophobia (F-slur) -Disordered eating -Abuse

I'm With You by lisaaaaa1616

George has never had an easy life when he got the diagnosis: Tourette's Syndrome. Everywhere he goes, he appears to be the target of bullying which goes as far as physical abuse. To calm down, he decides to go to the gym to exercise his sorrows away. He meets a boy there who appears to be in the gym every day, getting thinner every time George sees him. The boy, Clay, is suffering from two less known eating disorders. Clean eating, pure foods, no sugar and obsessive exercising is controlling his life only to escape from his arguing parents day in day out. George has one worry. Will Clay accept him the way he is? TW's: -Fighting parents (domestic violence/divorce) -Orthorexia (eating too healthy/passing out) -Anorexia athletica (overexercising) -Mentions alcoholism (parents) -Physical (child)/mental abuse -Homophobia -Bullying -Tics

Meant To Be Together by lisaaaaa1616

George is 17 and in his last year of high school when he gets terrible news. After having weird nosebleeds, strange bruises and a lot of dizziness, the doctors find out George has leukaemia. George's best friend, Clay, is there the whole day for George and as George fights his battle against leukaemia, Clay supports him in every way possible. He shaves his head too and is there with George in all of his chemos. He buys George his favourite beanies and even let someone make one for him. But doctors start to lose hope of George ever getting better and since there is no match for a stem cell transplantation, there is only one person left to help him. Only the chances of that working are even smaller. TW's: -Leukaemia (blood cancer) -Chemotherapy -Tube feeding -Throwing up

Drowning (DreamNotFound) by avaiaa

Dream is going through a deep depression and George tries to help him through it all. The more George and Dream flirt jokingly, the more Dream begins to fall for his best friend. He doesn't want to admit these feelings and quickly becomes trapped in a vicious cycle of emotions. WARNING: This story will contain mature themes, so if you are triggered by or uncomfortable with any of the following please do not read. (self-harm, suicide, smut, alcohol use, drug use, homophobia, homophobic slurs, etc)

Fighting Together by lisaaaaa1616

George suffers from epilepsy which causes him to be bullied for that at school. After being humiliated in front of the whole school for being gay, the popular boy named Clay decides to stand up for him. Clay, suffering from diabetes with abusive and not supportive parents, does everything to help George get rid of the bullies while struggling a lot himself. The two start getting closer and closer until Clay starts realising he's more similar to George than he expected to be, wanting to be closer to him every day. But will George trust him after what happened before? Warnings: -Homophobia (usage F-slur) -(Emotional) abuse -Bullying Description about seizures, hypos and hypers (diabetes)+passing out

My Saviour by lisaaaaa1616

[FINISHED] George has to live with extreme anxiety. He never talks to people and locks himself in his room. One day he needs to go to the supermarket. A random boy, named Clay, walks up to him, he makes George run away. The boy keeps contacting him. Why does George feel so comfortable around him? He isn't allowed to. How does this random guy do this, calm him down all the time? What starts with just a small conversation ends in way more than ever expected. 'Why did you start talking to me?' 'Because you had something different.' TW's this book: Panic attacks, self harm, suicidal thoughts, abuse, homophobia. REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC (might rewrite and fix all the mistakes later :D)

A Second Chance by lisaaaaa1616

Clay's life seems fine, but is everything except from fine due to bullies ruining his happiness day by day. His grandpa is the only one who knows everything about him, but when he gets really sick and passes away, Clay's life completely collapses. To regain his control, he starts developing obsessive behaviour, getting so bad that it turns into OCD. The control he tried to regain gets lost even further with the day. But when the only place, his sport, he finds peace also gets ruined by bullies and his OCD, George is suddenly there to stick up for him when everyone else isn't. At least... that's what it seems like. TW's: -Suicide attempt and thoughts -Death (due to sickness) -Betrayal (fake love) -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse -OCD

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