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him after me || dnf ✓

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Reads 5,585
Votes 182
Parts 18
Time 1h 7m

Mature

It's hard to watch the love of your life spiral into darkness, it's even harder when you cant help.

After Oliver's death, he watches over his boyfriend George as he gets pulled into self-destructive behaviours of grief and pain until one day he sees how one person can change George's life.

'him after me', a bitter-sweet love story.

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There's no nsfw!!!

This book will contain suicidal themes, death, drugs, alcohol, panic attacks/anxiety, etc. Please be careful.

edit: it's been exactly a year since I started this and I strongly dislike it lol

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Started:
August 1st, 2021
Completed:
August 14th, 2021

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My Reason To Live by lisaaaaa1616

Clay is traumatised by his past and becomes cold and emotionless, hurting himself to feel something while his life is filled with emptiness. His parents are hopeless and don't know how to help him anymore while he games all day and skips school. George struggles with an eating disorder and seeks help on the wrong sites, meeting a coach who is "eighteen" years old. George trusts him and ends up sending him pictures of himself without anything on, not realising the terrible effects of this. His escape is to game as well, meeting an emotionless person who appears to have a soft spot for him. Will they be able to help each other? Warnings: -Eating disorder/body dysmorphia (anorexia) -Grooming/manipulation/fat shaming -Suicide attempt (overdose) -Self harm (blood) -Panic attacks -Kidnapping -Bullying -Abuse

Destined To Meet by lisaaaaa1616

Clay had been closeted all his life and planned for it to remain that way. But, with having homophobic parents it was seemingly impossible to ever find the happiness he longed for. After being outed to the only people he now disliked the most, his parents react worse than expected and Clay falls into a pit of loneliness when he gets sent to conversion therapy to "turn him straight again". George had homophobic parents too and goes through the same. When times are at its worst somehow these two meet each other and now they are isolated from reality in the therapy school. It seems like they are the only ones left on earth, surely they were destined to meet one another. TW's: -Homophobia (conversion therapy) -Abuse

Dreamnotfound Oneshots b/c why not by LYYOBI

thank you for all the support :) <3 using dnf to improve my writing👍🏻 Will mostly be all fluff and a few angst here and there !I WILL NOT BE WRITING ANY SMUT OR LIME! NEWER CHAPTERS WILL NOT HAVE WARNINGS ANYMORE! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK! (starting from after The Truth chapter) + A LOT OF OLD CHAPTERS HAVE BEEN DELETED! Some simple boundaries: just be respectful to everyone and don't compare my book to anyone else's! AND DONT USE FONTS WHEN COMMENTING PLEASE! Side note: This is just for fun and entertainment and a way to distract myself sometimes!! INTERNET PERSONAS NOT THE REAL PEOPLE!!! Art creds: mmavi0 on Instagram started; 01/13/2021 ended; 01/30/2022

I'm With You by lisaaaaa1616

George has never had an easy life when he got the diagnosis: Tourette's Syndrome. Everywhere he goes, he appears to be the target of bullying which goes as far as physical abuse. To calm down, he decides to go to the gym to exercise his sorrows away. He meets a boy there who appears to be in the gym every day, getting thinner every time George sees him. The boy, Clay, is suffering from two less known eating disorders. Clean eating, pure foods, no sugar and obsessive exercising is controlling his life only to escape from his arguing parents day in day out. George has one worry. Will Clay accept him the way he is? TW's: -Fighting parents (domestic violence/divorce) -Orthorexia (eating too healthy/passing out) -Anorexia athletica (overexercising) -Mentions alcoholism (parents) -Physical (child)/mental abuse -Homophobia -Bullying -Tics

Skinny Love (DreamNotFound) by lisaaaaa1616

Dream is trying to hide his eating disorder, depression and anxiety really badly, but George and Sapnap start noticing more and more signals. When Dream is home alone, Sapnap and George fly over. Dream passes out and George and Sapnap realise something is completely wrong. At the same time Dream starts realising his crush on George, but George doesn't seem to feel the same... in fact he seems to be homophobic... All stories around the eating disorder, depression and anxiety are based on my own life, the ship isn't and everything based around their lives also isn't. TW's: -eating disorder -depression -anxiety -self harm -suicidal thoughts and attempts (mentions)

Out Of Control by lisaaaaa1616

George hasn't had an easy life after being diagnosed with autism. Going to a public school as an autistic, highly intelligent boy, he clearly notices the differences between his classmates and himself, giving him a lot of insecurity and shame about his own behaviour. As his escape, he goes to a bakery for hours a day to calm his mind, but things change when a new boy who moved is hired. Unexpectedly, and for the first time, George decides to open himself up to the new boy, Clay, while at the same time, Clay slowly starts falling for his new best friend, George. Mostly fluff with some angst every now and then! ⚠️ I wrote this book from my own experience and my own mindset, as someone with diagnosed autism, highly intelligent and ADHD. I DON'T think people with autism are childish or cute, I'm not projecting a stereotype. This is from my own struggles with autism at a public school without special needs.

$The Hyenas {Dreamnotfound AU} by _OBLVN$

George does the one thing he is not supposed to do: he crosses the Safe Border, knowing very well nobody has ever returned from leaving before. Did he have a choice though? No. It was the only way to find answers to his questions. He discovers a friend and ally in a stranger who saves his life, and with who he discovers the possibilities beyond friendship in the God forbidden outskirts of the city. He goes beyond the limits that he knows to survive, and to find the truth he has longed for. Trigger Warnings: - violence/blood/death - angst Chapters containing possible triggers will be marked as such at the top of the page. This story has no intent of forcing a fictional ship onto real life. Dream and George have expressed they are fine with shipping, and should they ever change their mind, I will gladly take this story down. This story is written with respect towards the content creators it's about, and I will always remain considerate of what I write. This story does not contain smut. #2 in dreamnotfound (20/11) #4 in gream (18/10) #26 in boy (16/12)

My Only Light by lisaaaaa1616

George, Dream and Sapnap are finally meeting up, but Dream soon realises something is completely wrong. What is George hiding? Why is he wearing those hoodie all the time and why doesn't he want to talk about his parents at all? That's not the only thing he starts realising. What's that weird feeling in his stomach every time he looks at George? TW's (Child) abuse Self harm Depression (suicidal thoughts+attempts)

Safe With Me by lisaaaaa1616

While George is live streaming, he accidentally outs himself in front of his whole stream. His life seems to be collapsing as his mother figures out the same thing as all his viewers did. George talks to his best friend, Dream, and decides to hopelessly ask to meet up with his "unknowing" best friend after his mother doesn't seem to want him in her house any longer. Dream, however, was watching George's stream as he outed himself and decides to not bring any of it up, realising George hides more and more from him. At the same time he starts feeling things he never felt before, making everything even more confusing that it already was. TW's: -Homophobia (F-slur) -Disordered eating -Abuse

Here For You by lisaaaaa1616

George and Clay had formed a close friendship since they met in a Minecraft server and knew they lived close to one another in real life. Yet little did George know, that the person he knew as Dream online was actually his bully in real life. After a rough time at school from all the bullying, Dream was always there to comfort him even though he was the one doing the damage. Clay was the one who was poisoning George with his words full of nothing but his own pain. There's a camp coming up and both of them are looking forward to it, until they find out who they are in a room with. The days creep closer and George tries to find every way out of it, but there doesn't seem that there is one... TW's: -Abuse -Bullying -Self harm -Panic attacks -Suicidal thoughts -Mentions homophobia

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My Reason To Live cover

Destined To Meet cover

Dreamnotfound Oneshots b/c why not cover

I'm With You cover

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Out Of Control cover

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My Only Light cover

Safe With Me cover

Here For You cover

My Reason To Live

Clay is traumatised by his past and becomes cold and emotionless, hurting himself to feel something while his life is filled with emptiness. His parents are hopeless and don't know how to help him anymore while he games all day and skips school. George struggles with an eating disorder and seeks help on the wrong sites, meeting a coach who is "eighteen" years old. George trusts him and ends up sending him pictures of himself without anything on, not realising the terrible effects of this. His escape is to game as well, meeting an emotionless person who appears to have a soft spot for him. Will they be able to help each other? Warnings: -Eating disorder/body dysmorphia (anorexia) -Grooming/manipulation/fat shaming -Suicide attempt (overdose) -Self harm (blood) -Panic attacks -Kidnapping -Bullying -Abuse