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I Don't Want To Die

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As 17 year old Mason Adams grieves over the recent death of her mother, she and her two younger sisters return to their mother's hometown in Montana to reunite with their father and paternal grandparents after seven years. Mason doesn't expect to find love in this sleepy, little town, but when she does, it comes with a hint of danger as well.
19 year old Roman Foster is unsure of anything in his life. The girlfriend with secrets, the gang that fears they will lose him, and the family that is slowly falling apart. But one thing he is sure of? Mason Adams. Everything about her brings him peace and shows him a whole new side of love, but as he slowly starts to put his life together, danger closes in on them and they both must make a choice about the people in their lives and about each other.All Rights Reserved

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Buried Deep ✔️ by hallonn23

Spencer King vows his life to Chicago's Southside gang with hopes of escaping a shattered life, but when he meets Adrienne Jackson, a girl new to the city and the niece of the police chief, she threatens everything he's worked hard for- his rank in the gang, his relationship with his brothers, and control over his morality. ***** When Spencer King vows his life to Chicago's Southside gang, he doesn't know-or-care that the new leader has a secret vendetta. Southside is Spencer's family. His only hope to escape a shattered life. What does a little crime matter if it keeps his new family together? Then, he meets Adrienne Jackson, a girl new to the city and the niece of the police chief, and she is about to threaten everything he's worked hard for-his rank in the gang, his relationship with his Southside brothers, and his control over his emotions. Adrienne has her own dark secrets that she is hiding from the world so when she is pulled into Spencer's dangerous life, she isn't afraid- she's seen evil before. After some time, Adrienne realizes Spencer is losing himself to the gang, and suddenly their love could be his only saving grace. Unfortunately, it may be too late. Warning: The following content contains violence, the making and selling of illicit drugs, and criminal activity. There are also scenes with sexual tones. If you are sensitive to any of these, I would proceed with caution. Cover by The Lovely @LazyBrew Copyright © 2017 Taylor Hallon

Dive into Temptation [ManxBoy] by GrimJulius

*COMPLETED* "Do I mean nothing to you?!" He spat out the words, his voice laced with fury. "What are you talking about?" I strained against his iron grip, my cheeks flushing with the exertion to escape him. He remained seated atop me, swiftly snatching the joint from my grasp. After taking a drag, he blew the smoke in my face before leaning down to kiss me again, his hands firmly on my wrists. My resistance began to weaken, the pleasure of his lips on mine dissolving my determination. Sensing my surrender, his grip eased as I reciprocated the kiss. He leaned into me, his lips hungry and hands ready, as if expecting my defiance to resurface at any moment. Eventually, he pulled back, his hands still clasping my wrists. I lay there, my heart racing with a mix of irritation and bewilderment. What was he doing?? ~*~ Upon graduating high school, 18-year-old Adam's life is turned upside down when he's cast out by his parents, only to find refuge with his sister and her husband. But refuge turns to turmoil as he's ensnared in a forbidden affair with the handsome older man. With every stolen moment, Adam's anxiety mounts, caught between desire and the guilt of betraying his sister. As Adam struggles to sever the toxic ties, Dominic's manipulation tightens, threatening to unravel Adam's world. Can Adam break free from the suffocating grip of secrecy and desire, or will he remain ensnared in a web of lies? 'Dive into Temptation' is a riveting coming of age story with love, betrayal, and the pursuit of liberation. Word Count: 207,939 Words Adam is 18 Dominic is 29-35 (still deciding age) ⚠️Trigger Warning ⚠️ This story tackles the difficulties of toxic relationships and the challenges of leaving such situations. It will contain sensitive content, including sexual assault, physical abuse, gaslighting, and adult grooming. Please proceed with caution. This is a psychological thriller with romance and explicit sexual scenes.

Let me be your dangerous girl by ObVynELiOnGoDeSs

How much can the human body take? How many heartbreaks can the heart take before it gives out? What kind of person would you be if you suffered the loss of your family and the only living relative abused you for years. And used you for profit for 5 years straight. Drew is a 19 year old girl who has been through so much pain, with her only option to survive is to turn off her humanity. Joining the mafia doing their dirty work as a trained assassin and undercover agent. Doing it all. She becomes a living corpse with no emotion. Right after the death of her soulmate. Lost in a bad world she is determined to find out who murdered him and get revenge. Until she meets her match. The rightful heir to the throne as the mafia King. Will he be able to help pull her out of the dark hole she's stuck in or is he too late? Will she let love heel her heart or will she rather die from the permanent scars that were made to her heart and soul? ⚠️ W A R N I N G ⚠️ •Mature content •Violent and graphic scenes •Drug abuse •Adult Language •Mature audiences #1 bloodshed #3 suspense #4 violent #4 survivor #8 mafiaking

Dirty Little Secret by Talexbabe

Jason is eighteen and has been waiting for his Mate for two years. As soon as he graduates high school, hes leaving to go find the love of his life and start anew. Nicolas is about to turn sixteen and he's excited to meet his lover though his werewolf family is very protective of him, especially his older brother and sister. So what happens when two bothers find out they're Mate? Fights, tears, avoidance and even talks of Rejection. That is, until one tiny secret leaks out and they find out, they might not be brothers after all. And their whole life, might just be a lie.

Waiting To Exhale by BrewerNation

Olivia has lived a tough life; her mother left her and her father is an alcoholic who takes great pleasure in beating her every time he thinks about her mother. Olivia wants nothing more than to feel what love is in her lonely life. She finally gets her wish when a handsome man comes along and give her everything she's ever hoped for and more. Mason is three years older than Olivia, who is only fifteen. To them age isn't an obstacle. Mason is a controlling drug dealer who manipulates Olivia into doing things she never imagined she would do. Despite all of the warning signs Olivia doesn't want to leave. Mason gives her everything. She needs him. What can go wrong? Everything. Olivia may have to burn a couple of bridges on the way if she plans on sticking with him. Read more to find out what happens in this twisted love affair.

Consume my broken heart by CristinaCools

Grace Stone was fourteen years old when she got raped by three boys from school. It was her word against them, especially when the father of one of them had arranged a solide alibi for the three of them. Even the videotape wasn't enough to put them behind bars. Years pass and Grace didn't accomplish anything in her life. Obviously her family had been suffering as well for many years. Seeing their daughter unhappy and lost made them sad, made them forget they had another daughter as well. The thought of living her life the way she did, made her realize she doesn't want to live like this anymore. Everything evolves around her trauma and she craves salvation. Grace wants to die. She's ready, the pistol pointing into the direction of her head when Aiden, a troubled assasin interrupted her. At first she was angry and dissapointed, but when he starts visiting her regularly an unexpected lovestory blossomed.

His Getaway (bxb) | ✔ by dreammcatcher

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Baby I'm Yours (MxM) by romansreads

- Contains sex, violence, and uses of strong language please be advised - When junior FBI recruit Roman Castello is handed a case file containing a string of seemingly insignificant assassinations that no one else wanted, he has no idea his life is about to be turned upside down. Roman, fresh-faced and driven by a strong moral compass, dives headfirst into the investigation, determined to prove himself. But fate has a different plan. In the shadows, a cunning and enigmatic young assassin named Adrian watches, intrigued by the relentless and handsome agent. Adrian, a man with a dark past and a heart he keeps guarded, has been hired to eliminate targets. Roman's dedication and sincerity stirs something within him-a spark that threatens to unravel the carefully constructed walls around his heart. As their paths cross in a dance of danger and deception, Roman finds himself inexplicably drawn to the mysterious Adrian. Their encounters are electric, filled with tension and unspoken desire. Roman, a man who lives by the rules, is captivated by Adrian's wild, untamed spirit. Despite their opposing worlds, a connection blooms, intense and undeniable. But how can a principled FBI agent and a hired killer navigate a relationship fraught with secrets and peril? Roman must wrestle with his duty to uphold the law while battling his growing feelings for Adrian. Adrian, in turn, must confront the vulnerabilities he's long buried deep within his soul. In a story woven with suspense and romance, follow Roman and Adrian as they navigate the treacherous line between love and loyalty, justice and desire. Will their bond be strong enough to overcome the obstacles that stand in their way, or will their worlds tear them apart? ~ Read to find out...

Lion Den by Chicchick23

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My Ruthless Kidnapper by shesdreamingiamshe

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Buried Deep ✔️ cover

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Buried Deep ✔️

Spencer King vows his life to Chicago's Southside gang with hopes of escaping a shattered life, but when he meets Adrienne Jackson, a girl new to the city and the niece of the police chief, she threatens everything he's worked hard for- his rank in the gang, his relationship with his brothers, and control over his morality. ***** When Spencer King vows his life to Chicago's Southside gang, he doesn't know-or-care that the new leader has a secret vendetta. Southside is Spencer's family. His only hope to escape a shattered life. What does a little crime matter if it keeps his new family together? Then, he meets Adrienne Jackson, a girl new to the city and the niece of the police chief, and she is about to threaten everything he's worked hard for-his rank in the gang, his relationship with his Southside brothers, and his control over his emotions. Adrienne has her own dark secrets that she is hiding from the world so when she is pulled into Spencer's dangerous life, she isn't afraid- she's seen evil before. After some time, Adrienne realizes Spencer is losing himself to the gang, and suddenly their love could be his only saving grace. Unfortunately, it may be too late. Warning: The following content contains violence, the making and selling of illicit drugs, and criminal activity. There are also scenes with sexual tones. If you are sensitive to any of these, I would proceed with caution. Cover by The Lovely @LazyBrew Copyright © 2017 Taylor Hallon