Slapped by Reality (Venti Fanfiction)

Do tell, what emotions weigh you down?
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Perhaps guilt. Or self-hatred. Or loneliness.
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Maybe it goes deeper. Guilt because you did something horrible that can not be forgiven, but you still play as the victim or the innocent. Self-hatred because you can't do things or won't try things when you should. Loneliness because people seem to be distant from you, or because they aren't acting the way you expect them to.
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Maybe it goes even deeper. Maybe your reasons are different. Maybe you are so scared and ashamed that you're afraid to seek help, talk about it, or trust.
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What do we do in these times? I look for people who are similar. I see their struggles, and I think 'oh, they're just like me,' and that lifts some weight off my chest. To know that I am not alone brings me relief.
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Maybe you do it differently. Maybe reading this book, where a plain person struggles and fights against herself and her emotions, is not what you want to do with your spare time.
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That is understandable. But for those who are like me, I present to you a tale of a girl in confusion because she can't tell between her emotions. She hates herself for the unforgivable things she had done, as well as the smallest choices. She is sick of being able to feel, and she is a coward, and she is a horrible person, and she doesn't deserve her wonderful life.
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Are you interested? If so, I welcome you this work of mine. I hope it can help you to a state of peace, or something similar. Thank you for reading this long description.
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Disclaimer: I don't own Genshin Impact and the characters from the video game. I only own my own original characters.

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