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Fastidious

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Parts 6
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Reads 314
Votes 45
Parts 6
Time 58m

Mature

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Pain is constantly letting others rip you open and put tape over the broken pieces.
Pain is crying because you are afraid of the dangerous cycle of love you have been shown.
Pain is forgiving, even though you know it'll happen again.
Pain soon dulls itself and transforms into love.
A toxic love cycle that you are afraid to let go of because you are used to it.
Love is taking that pain and pushing it aside to make others comfortable. 
Love is continuing to be vulnerable even when you are hurt.
Love is forgiving and trying to forget.
Love is pains antagonist,
The ranting of a broken soul taped together almost perfectly...
or so they thought.All Rights Reserved

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