My Life as a Loner
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I've always been alone. Never one to socialize, always awkward.... so why does he keep talking to me? Why is he trying to be friends with me, the kid in the darkest corner of the classrooms? Most of all, why don't I want him to go away?
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I'm kind of going with the flow and implementing bits of my life into this book. I hope to finally write something good, I hope that you guys can enjoy this one, and pre- warning updates are not specific at all. Updates will kind of just happen.
Warning: May include self-harm, depression, panic attacks, sexual harassment, *cough* rape *cough*, CONSENSUAL sexual intercourse, and last but not least this book is BOYXBOY meaning a gay relationship so if any of these things trigger you or you simply don't like it, do us all a favor a don't read it please.
Okay bye now, I'm gonna go try not to fuck this up.
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