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a reason to die

ugly_gay_and_lit

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" what's your problem ? why are you so keen on me being alive ? " she asked as he just stood there and stared at her as if he too had no idea , he took a deep breathe and said the words fastly but they did not go unheard , she heard them loud and clear and at first she thought she was dreaming but he started pulling her arm so she knew he was being serious , " you have never eaten chocolate ice cream " .

in the fair and uncaring world , carla's body weight is extremely normal , she weighs 64 pounds and has normal thick thighs , saggy breasts and a small pot belly that could go unnoticed but not at crueldalry high , every learner is expected to have slim legs , arms and a flat stomach or else they are the black sheep of the school and are reminded every day that they aren't enough .

I hope you enjoy reading this if you even will . <3All Rights Reserved

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I want to be a LOSER by DepressedSuicidalCat

Real talk: Sometimes we eat instead of facing our problems. Patrice, is what you call the "BIG BOSS", not in the sense that she's the boss of any gang of some sort or some bad ass girl with a to die for body and kick ass persona. "BIG BOSS" is what some of the bullies call her. Yes, you figured that one out, she's fat. Nothing is special about her besides the fact that she can cook really well. Like most teens, she deals with a lot of stress: money, love, school, parents, drama, fitting in the society and of course her JEANS. She's contented with her life with her best friend, Julie, who is a complete opposite of her. She's thin. Everything was just right. It was so right that she left her mom and ran away. And ends up in the humongous forest at the back of their house. (Yes, that's what she calls running away, that's the farthest she can run.)She's in big trouble. Let's just say it all started when she barked and that was when she met five guys who will change her life for better or maybe for worse?

Finding Carla by CYDream1

She was living an ordinary life until he came into her life.... The past that she has always known may not be what she thought all along.... Secrets will be revealed.... Fall in love with Carla and Santi in this heartwarming story with a twist of humor and surprises about finding oneself and finding love in the process.... A story about love, friendship and family.... Excerpt: "So, are you saying that I look gorgeous like my mom?" I teased her. She blushed at my question. "Admit it. You found me sexy the first time you saw me. I remembered you checking me out." I continued teasing her. She turned crimson red with my remark. "Of course not! You're so full of yourself! You arrogant prick!" She was about to punch me again, but I caught her hand and held it. I love the feel of her hand against mine. I squeezed it gently. I felt her suddenly tense up. She removed her hand from my grip and I hesitantly let it go. I could tell she felt awkward, but it felt natural to me. Like her hand was meant to be molded next to mine....

Vanished by qylash

I'm sorry, Carla, I'm desperate. I'm really sorry. My honor will always be with you. My hand slipped down her shirt in a blink, and a drop of tears flowed to my cheek when I pressed against her breast. She gasped in a long breath but I could feel the pain vanished from my soul. I'm really sorry, dear. ********* Note: this book contains many grammatical errors and has not been edited so read at your own risk :) Rankings: #564 in Vampire ○ 19 Feb 2017 #952 in General Fiction○31 August 2017 #562 in Paranormal ○ 7 Feb 2018

𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 𝑸𝒖𝒆𝒆𝒏 by sugarbear248

My life have been nothing but pain and torture. Ever since I was little I have always been known as the 'FAT' girl. People at school would always make fun of me, push me until fall, threatening me and at home its worst my stepmother and her three demons would physically abuse me. Only one person would be nice to me his name is Shawn Mendes. Sweetest boy I ever meet, cutest boy I ever saw What did I ever do to them besides be myself. One day they took it to far. Next thing I know I'm in a hospital bed after a two year coma with a new look and a new taste of revenge. Started: April 2,2019 Finished: July 3,2019

Dawn of Kleftis by Skaursgaurd

WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS SCENES THAT SOME MAY FIND TRIGGERING. UPDATE: SUNDAY HEADS UP: I associate music a lot with writing. One I can do, the other I can't lol. Like all my stories, each chapter will have a song or songs attached, I recommend you listen to each to grasp the full gravity of the story. Comments will be left for when you should change song. Alex spends most of his days alone and that's the way he likes it. The world isn't like it used to be, and going alone is the easier option. Monsters invaded, bringing with them death and plague. They left their scars on humanity, on him. What will he do when he's forced to face his demons, and the end of his quiet life? Will he be able to retain his humanity? "We don't know who's doing this to us, what root it's growing from, or why. They came with blood, ash, and war. Humanity retreated away to its bastion as the darkness clouded around us, and then they came. Our beacons of light." Art by ORYANIMA Twitter.com/Oryanima Instagram.com/Oryanima

The Badboy's Heart | ✔ by brownyfae

#620 teenfiction 21/4/2018 "If nothing last forever," he started in a satin smooth voice. "Then me and you are going to be nothing forever." A lump grew in her throat, she tried very hard to swallow it, but she couldnt. He twirled a lock of her dark hair with his long slender fingers, playing with each strands lazily. "The rumors were wrong, I'm into brunette." Then he moved her closer to his body, his warm breath cooling her body. "I finally settled it Sam, the two of us are going to be together." He whispered as he eyes started getting droopy. The sedative had started hitting him. "Right, you still love me right?" She sought to reassure him and moved her lips against his throat, then gently nipped a vulnerable hollow. "You still want to play Cara?" His voice reverberated against her mouth, and she felt rather than heard his soft husky laughter when she shook her head in silent negation. Then his quietly voiced, "Sleep easy Cara," sent goosebumb scudding in numerous directions to places they had no right to invade. She lay thaere, unable to make a sound. Then she heard it, those three words she had been longing for from the day she first saw him. "I LOVE YOU." and within minutes she became aware of the steady pattern of his breathing. Then she quietly disentangle her self from him, hurridly wore her clothes and ran away from Max Kimball's life forever. Without a backward glance . *********** Sam Jenner came from a broken home, one she is not proud of, with her father a murderer and her mother a stripper, life couldn't get much more worse. Her only joy is a person. A boy who hardly know her, but his existence is a source of Joy to her. Max Kimball. Max Kimball is at wits end. Who was he to choose, between the person he loves and the person who loves him? But before he could decide, Sam makes a decision that shatters 4 lives. Cliche with a twist. Tap read to find out what happened next.

THE ONLY BULL by T-T-Rilley

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Babysitter by suck_ur_dick

"As much as l want to show you off and tell everyone to keep 10 meters distance from you because you are mine l won't do that until l earn your trust" he says and l press my lips against his lips shutting him. He takes control without losing any time and pushes me more against the cupboard while his hands make his way to my waist pulling me closer and mine plays with his hair. He bites my lower lip demanding for entrance and l give him that and he wastes no time and slides his tongue inside me and mine runs along his. We finally pull away from each other " You deserved a reward for that" l say while panting and trying to catch my breath. "Oh yeah? Then l will make sure to shove you inside the Janitor's closet every day" [Babysitter is a heartwarming story its a easy life that l can't have but writing this story helped me a lot they have a almost healthy relationship? At least as healthy it can get without being too cringe yes there are misunderstandings but its not too complicated cause l wanted to make it heartwarming not frustrating]

Now, Then and Inbetween by preparefortheworsst

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Ray Of Sunshine by World_of_romance011

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I want to be a LOSER cover

Finding Carla cover

𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 𝑸𝒖𝒆𝒆𝒏 cover

Dawn of Kleftis cover

The Badboy's Heart | ✔ cover

THE ONLY BULL cover

Babysitter cover

Now, Then and Inbetween cover

Ray Of Sunshine cover

I want to be a LOSER

Real talk: Sometimes we eat instead of facing our problems. Patrice, is what you call the "BIG BOSS", not in the sense that she's the boss of any gang of some sort or some bad ass girl with a to die for body and kick ass persona. "BIG BOSS" is what some of the bullies call her. Yes, you figured that one out, she's fat. Nothing is special about her besides the fact that she can cook really well. Like most teens, she deals with a lot of stress: money, love, school, parents, drama, fitting in the society and of course her JEANS. She's contented with her life with her best friend, Julie, who is a complete opposite of her. She's thin. Everything was just right. It was so right that she left her mom and ran away. And ends up in the humongous forest at the back of their house. (Yes, that's what she calls running away, that's the farthest she can run.)She's in big trouble. Let's just say it all started when she barked and that was when she met five guys who will change her life for better or maybe for worse?