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a reason to die

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ugly_gay_and_lit

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" what's your problem ? why are you so keen on me being alive ? " she asked as he just stood there and stared at her as if he too had no idea , he took a deep breathe and said the words fastly but they did not go unheard , she heard them loud and clear and at first she thought she was dreaming but he started pulling her arm so she knew he was being serious , " you have never eaten chocolate ice cream " .

in the fair and uncaring world , carla's body weight is extremely normal , she weighs 64 pounds and has normal thick thighs , saggy breasts and a small pot belly that could go unnoticed but not at crueldalry high , every learner is expected to have slim legs , arms and a flat stomach or else they are the black sheep of the school and are reminded every day that they aren't enough .

I hope you enjoy reading this if you even will . <3All Rights Reserved

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I want to be a LOSER by DepressedSuicidalCat

Real talk: Sometimes we eat instead of facing our problems. Patrice, is what you call the "BIG BOSS", not in the sense that she's the boss of any gang of some sort or some bad ass girl with a to die for body and kick ass persona. "BIG BOSS" is what some of the bullies call her. Yes, you figured that one out, she's fat. Nothing is special about her besides the fact that she can cook really well. Like most teens, she deals with a lot of stress: money, love, school, parents, drama, fitting in the society and of course her JEANS. She's contented with her life with her best friend, Julie, who is a complete opposite of her. She's thin. Everything was just right. It was so right that she left her mom and ran away. And ends up in the humongous forest at the back of their house. (Yes, that's what she calls running away, that's the farthest she can run.)She's in big trouble. Let's just say it all started when she barked and that was when she met five guys who will change her life for better or maybe for worse?

𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 𝑸𝒖𝒆𝒆𝒏 by sugarbear248

My life have been nothing but pain and torture. Ever since I was little I have always been known as the 'FAT' girl. People at school would always make fun of me, push me until fall, threatening me and at home its worst my stepmother and her three demons would physically abuse me. Only one person would be nice to me his name is Shawn Mendes. Sweetest boy I ever meet, cutest boy I ever saw What did I ever do to them besides be myself. One day they took it to far. Next thing I know I'm in a hospital bed after a two year coma with a new look and a new taste of revenge. Started: April 2,2019 Finished: July 3,2019

Babysitter by suck_ur_dick

"As much as l want to show you off and tell everyone to keep 10 meters distance from you because you are mine l won't do that until l earn your trust" he says and l press my lips against his lips shutting him. He takes control without losing any time and pushes me more against the cupboard while his hands make his way to my waist pulling me closer and mine plays with his hair. He bites my lower lip demanding for entrance and l give him that and he wastes no time and slides his tongue inside me and mine runs along his. We finally pull away from each other " You deserved a reward for that" l say while panting and trying to catch my breath. "Oh yeah? Then l will make sure to shove you inside the Janitor's closet every day" [Babysitter is a heartwarming story its a easy life that l can't have but writing this story helped me a lot they have a almost healthy relationship? At least as healthy it can get without being too cringe yes there are misunderstandings but its not too complicated cause l wanted to make it heartwarming not frustrating]

I've Met You Once Before by flowerr-crowns

Even from far away, all I could see was you. "Who is who?" Derek asked, unfazed, sipping on the remainder of his protein shake from class. "Her." I didn't point to you, to avoid being too obvious, so I nodded my head in the most subtle way. "Laughing, smiling. Do you see her?" "The girl with the guy hanging off of her who's clearly her boyfriend? I think he plays on the varsity team. She's probably a cheerleader." I pretty much ignored everything he said. I didn't care. I was already too far gone and into you. "I have to have her." He must have found that incredibly hilarious because he almost choked on the remainder of his protein shake. "Good luck, kid." "What?" I took my eyes off of you for a second and gave Derek a look. "You can't picture it?" "How blinded by her are you right now?" He waved his hand in front of my face and I pushed it away as he attempted to connect the dots for me again. "I repeat: cheerleader, guy, out of your fucking league." "Hey, let's not make assumptions now. She could be into girls and not even know it. Oh my god, she just smiled at me. Did you see that? Were you looking?" I was in love with you the second you walked into my sight. "There's a lot going on in this vicinity," he laughed and I shoved him as he taunted me. "Jerk. I'm gonna talk to her."

Vanished by qylash

I'm sorry, Carla, I'm desperate. I'm really sorry. My honor will always be with you. My hand slipped down her shirt in a blink, and a drop of tears flowed to my cheek when I pressed against her breast. She gasped in a long breath but I could feel the pain vanished from my soul. I'm really sorry, dear. ********* Note: this book contains many grammatical errors and has not been edited so read at your own risk :) Rankings: #564 in Vampire ○ 19 Feb 2017 #952 in General Fiction○31 August 2017 #562 in Paranormal ○ 7 Feb 2018

The Stars Are Not Enough by CGZollarsauthor

Once he was certain everything was set he walked to the bridge, seeing Douglas switching controls and and smiling to him over his shoulder. "Ready to live in space?" Chris smiled, going to sit next to him on the passenger seat. "I couldn't think of anything better to do." Douglas looked serious. "Are you sure you're ready? This means we'll probably never see earth again." Chris sighed before smiling. "I think I can live with that." Douglas smiled, leaning in and kissing him. "Ok. Then buckle up." Douglas is a fairly well known space smuggler and Chris is wondering how the hell he ended up married to him. Together they fly through space, argue and steal stuff. One day they're get an offer to steal back a gem to return it to it's rightful planet but the gem actually has the power to take down planets and the peaceful people are anything but. Wanting to be the superior planet and race in the galaxy, it's up to Douglas and Chris to find a way out of this mess and save the galaxy in the process.

TAMARA | COMPLETED by TaniaDlamin

"Stop lying you don't care about me." I was about to cry. Fuck these bloody tears. "I need to go" I was about to go but he grabbed my arm. "DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME OR YOU'RE DEAD" he still didn't let me go. I shook my arm to break free but he had more strength than me. "Why are you angry at me right now Tamara? Are you angry I met you? Who am I? God? I freaking plan on who I'll meet and like each day? Is that it?" He was looking at me closely now making me face him. I could even feel his breath on my face..................... Love isn't something Tamara is used to. She doesn't know how to express it or even how to handle it. Her whole life she's been used to hate and hurt, the only emotions she knew how to express so well were anger and hate. Will meeting Darin, a rich cute college boy, worsen her or finally teach her how to love? Is she even the only one with issues? Find out when you read!!!!!

Dawn of Kleftis by Skaursgaurd

WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS SCENES THAT SOME MAY FIND TRIGGERING. UPDATE: SUNDAY HEADS UP: I associate music a lot with writing. One I can do, the other I can't lol. Like all my stories, each chapter will have a song or songs attached, I recommend you listen to each to grasp the full gravity of the story. Comments will be left for when you should change song. Alex spends most of his days alone and that's the way he likes it. The world isn't like it used to be, and going alone is the easier option. Monsters invaded, bringing with them death and plague. They left their scars on humanity, on him. What will he do when he's forced to face his demons, and the end of his quiet life? Will he be able to retain his humanity? "We don't know who's doing this to us, what root it's growing from, or why. They came with blood, ash, and war. Humanity retreated away to its bastion as the darkness clouded around us, and then they came. Our beacons of light." Art by ORYANIMA Twitter.com/Oryanima Instagram.com/Oryanima

Not Mine by tildamorte

His eyes remained fixed on her slightly parted plump pink lips. He wanted to devour those petals and taste them again. He still couldn't forget the kiss they shared at their wedding. Those were the most heavenly lips he had ever tasted. And now he became greedy. Greedy for those heavenly lips. Greedy to feel her soft body against and under his. He slowly raised his hand and brushed the strands of hair that were sticking to her face and tucked them behind her ear. His eyes assessed her flawless face. Carla on the other hand was frozen. She didn't know how to react. He pulled her soft body more closer to him and had to stand on her toes. He growled when he felt her hard and erect nipples brush against his own.

Cry Me A River by StormeKeller

Valentine, a woman who thought she was an ordinary orphan, left her boyfriend after suffering years of abuse. She rekindled with an old friend who she had a crush on in her college years. Just for him to turn out gay.. living with her old friend and his boyfriend, old feelings surely began to resurrect. Just as the fact that she wasn't who she thought she was. And the people around her, either. This book contains triggering content. (For example, rape, abuse, mature contents,Assault and gore.) If you can't handle it, please don't report this but rather search for another book xoxo HIGHEST RANKING #1 in black heroine HIGHEST RANKING #1 in creative writing HIGHEST RANKING #1 in MxMxF HIGHEST RANKING #2 in menageatrois

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I want to be a LOSER cover

𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 𝑸𝒖𝒆𝒆𝒏 cover

Babysitter cover

I've Met You Once Before cover

The Stars Are Not Enough cover

TAMARA | COMPLETED cover

Dawn of Kleftis cover

Cry Me A River cover

I want to be a LOSER

Real talk: Sometimes we eat instead of facing our problems. Patrice, is what you call the "BIG BOSS", not in the sense that she's the boss of any gang of some sort or some bad ass girl with a to die for body and kick ass persona. "BIG BOSS" is what some of the bullies call her. Yes, you figured that one out, she's fat. Nothing is special about her besides the fact that she can cook really well. Like most teens, she deals with a lot of stress: money, love, school, parents, drama, fitting in the society and of course her JEANS. She's contented with her life with her best friend, Julie, who is a complete opposite of her. She's thin. Everything was just right. It was so right that she left her mom and ran away. And ends up in the humongous forest at the back of their house. (Yes, that's what she calls running away, that's the farthest she can run.)She's in big trouble. Let's just say it all started when she barked and that was when she met five guys who will change her life for better or maybe for worse?