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a reason to die

ugly_gay_and_lit

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ugly_gay_and_lit

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" what's your problem ? why are you so keen on me being alive ? " she asked as he just stood there and stared at her as if he too had no idea , he took a deep breathe and said the words fastly but they did not go unheard , she heard them loud and clear and at first she thought she was dreaming but he started pulling her arm so she knew he was being serious , " you have never eaten chocolate ice cream " .

in the fair and uncaring world , carla's body weight is extremely normal , she weighs 64 pounds and has normal thick thighs , saggy breasts and a small pot belly that could go unnoticed but not at crueldalry high , every learner is expected to have slim legs , arms and a flat stomach or else they are the black sheep of the school and are reminded every day that they aren't enough .

I hope you enjoy reading this if you even will . <3All Rights Reserved

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Miracles In December by sundaenotsunday

Carla has always been a pretty introverted person. Yes she has friends who love and adore the fake front she puts up but no one really knows the true her. The darkness that resides in her home and in her heart. That is until she meets Ridian. With stormy gray eyes he blows through her life leaving destruction in his path and pulling her along in his thunderous wake. As her life changes from a chore to the adventure of a lifetime old secrets and past memories arise that threaten Carla's new life. With Ridian by her side Carla feels like she can face anything, even the scary prospect of love. But can Carla survive the storm? "the details are truly AMAZING" -yeungtwo "He's my favorite boy on Wattpad atm" -kln_lnly "Oh my lord. Oh. My. Lord. Perf. Just ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (and other selections of incoherent noises)" -sweethoneybees

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