I am Loving You, Without You

A One-Shot I wrote last night and it is one of my first ones I ever wrote but y'know I just did. and I am glad I did, 'cause I want to see more Story's about 2000er+ Paul finally admitting to himself that he loves John Lennon truly.
I don't know, if Paul Loves John in a romantic way but it would be beautiful if he did and the same goes for John but we know how John looked at Paul and we all know how Paul looks at John.
I don't want to disrespect anyone with this story, this story is just a thought which blossomed in my head in seconds and I wrote it down and now I post it here and I don't reason why I shouldn't do it.
Am I a real McLennon shipper now?
Anyway it's my story and I hope you like it.
English is the second language I learned to use but of course I'm not perfect so it might be possible that I there are mistakes but that happens.
I realised that I really love Paul McCartney and I want all the best for him and I can't imagine how painful everything must be for him, he lost so many people in his live that he loved and he is so strong to not break down to his knees every day.
So, Paul, I hope You can be happy today these days and...