Poems For I Am A Failed Artist

I write poems or songs that I post here hoping one day I will be famous. (I will never achive that goal)
Most poems are about the struggles of mental illnesses like depression and anxiety. I write about toxic relationships too.
I'm not very good at writing or forming the right words.
If you do decide to read them, thank you.

(P.S. the first poems are old ones so you have to just endure them until i actually make some progress)