For the past 4 years, I never really thought of having any romantic relationships with anyone. I had flings but, I know myself, its not the same feeling I had back then. I have accepted the fact that my love for Eunkyung won't be returned because I can see her happy with someone else. That someone else even became a friend. I truly am happy for them. I admit that the problem is with me... I can't seem to find that feeling again. The feeling of wanting to see someone everyday, I want that again.