"Falling in love is like getting hit by a truck and yet not being
mortally wounded. just sick to your stomach, high one minute, low the
next. Starving hungry but unable to eat. hot, cold, forever horny, full
of hope and enthusiasm, with momentary depressions that wipe you out.It
is also not being able to remove the smile from your face, loving life
with a mad passionate intensity, and feeling ten years younger.Love
does not appear with any warning signs. You fall into it as if pushed
from a high diving board. No time to think about what's happening. It's
inevitable. An event you can't control. A crazy, heart-stopping,
roller-coaster ride that just has to take its course."
Fine, Young, Free
These words, These three best words describes me when I first saw HIM. The moment when my eyes directly found their ways to those beautiful pair of eyes of him. SERIOUS that was him when I saw him. His unconscious facial expression gives me fear. Fear that I don't even why or where it is coming from. But I am very willing to take a risk to face that fear. He's an ice not literally an ice but If there is something that I'll compare to him, It's an ice. Cold and Hard. Staring at him will always be my comfort zone. Sounds crazy but I'm so fond of him, Everthing about him.
Some asked why?
Who wouldn't love a person that can't be easily break nor wreck anyway? I'll definitely build walls around him so that no one else would break him. Believe me, I'll melt every bit of HIM.
But
Can I?