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TOXIC(trapped passion) ✨( Completed/Editing)

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Parts 41
Time 3h 45m

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I have always dreamed of a perfect man, don't get me wrong I mean perfect in my eyes. I don't mean a jack like man to die for me but all I want is to create a world for the two of us away from the fake and lies...

I just want us to make each other grow and be better people, is that too much to ask?.. Eish I guess it is and I don't even know what to do right now.... Ah 


People say when you find the right person you'll definitely know it and all my life I have always looked for Mr Right. 

For a person who loves love like I do I definitely deserve to have a better chance at it but no all these men want is sex. They never see me for me but for what my body can do to make them feel like men.

And then there he was Mr Right and I was happy that I found him but little did I know that there was an extra touch to the perfection.All Rights Reserved

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