what could have been
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Ongoing, First published Aug 04, 2021
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"To be honest with you, I don't think you love me, I think everything is falling apart in your life even the things that you thought would never go wrong are going terribly wrong and this, whatever that we have is the only thing that is going right in your life," he said still looking at the wall. I was hurt by his words, but I wondered if he was right. Was I really in love with him? I mean yes, everything is falling apart, but isn't it a good thing that our relationship was not?  

"Is it such a horrible thing that I at least have something still intact?" I asked him, hoping that he would lie to me and agree with what I said, I am not sure if I am ready to face another loss. He finally turned his eyes away from the brick wall and looked at me. I could tell that he was contemplating what to say and how to say it, does he choose our relationship, me or does he choose his happiness. Was I a bad person for putting him in this position even if I knew that I was being selfish? His hand went up and cupped my cheek, I leaned gently into it enjoying how his rough palm felt on my skin.
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Nixon

62 parts Complete Mature

Nixon is the 3rd book in the Broken Series. (Ryan is the 1st, Brynn is the 2nd) Nixon leaves rehab early because he can't deal with being there anymore. His sister Kelis finds someone in need of a roommate so he moves in with the girl and gives her his middle name, Lucas. He quickly becomes addicted to the girl and once he gets one taste he's done for. He warns her about his past, about his name, but she ignores all the red flags, not realizing exactly how intertwined she is with the people from his past. He becomes enamored with her, feels like she was made for him while still battling the demons of his past and soon it all becomes too much for him to handle. He makes a heartbreaking decision, thinking it's what's best for both of them and everything changes. Trigger/Content Warning: this book contains mature content, talks of suicide, mental and physical abuse, selfharm, drug use, and addiction Cover designed by Anastasia Wright