I don't know how to
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chokemespaghetti
Ongoing, First published Aug 05, 2021
Mature
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A few minutes later, Smith was destroying my hand again staring at my eyes with his full of tears. And I was just here, trying to comfort him.

- You're doing perfectly fine, they're almost done.
- D-don't leave me p-please.
-*slowly patting Smith's hair* I am right here, look at me. Right next to you ok?
Smith: Ok.

Trigger Warning
Tots of bad words in there my dudes sorry
The beginning contains harsh and graphic scenes/content (until chapter 10where it calms down)
Mentions of homophobic behavior (not from the main characters), rape, alcoholism
Violence
Yeah so tell me if there's spelling mistakes or if a sentence sounds weird I'll try and correct it.
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Rumours [BxB] ✔️

27 parts Complete

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