Gomen'nasai Tadashi - Tsukkiyama fic

!!Giving you this warning now. TRIGGER!!

CONTENT WARNING!! Angst, masturbation, homophobia n homophobic Slurs, eventual suicide.

Please avoid if these are sensitive topics to you.

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They all look so Happy

"It's so good to see you all again." he says smiling before his next words, said with out thinking, glancing over to Him. Tsukishima sitting at the other end. "I only wish Yamaguchi..." He paused realising what he was saying, "Could.. Be here." finishing the sentence he stared down at his hands eyes welling up. Everyone in the room, frozen for a moment before all giving saddened expressions. He stood up in his place. Anger and tears seeping out.

I had said so many times that's I felt stupid then

"I'm sorry!" he started. "It's my fault he's not here." Tsukishima bows his head in sorrow. In shock at his sudden words. Yachi, Hinata and Kageyama beside him look away from him. "Tsukishima-" Yachi raised a hand to speak but he interrupted her. "You can stop pretending, it's not!" He breathed in, "You 3 were there. I could have stopped him."

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Gomen'nasai Tsukishima Kei

It all rang in his head, like a curse that lasted years. "I'm Sorry. Tadashi" He whispered under his breath.

Cover Credit: Me