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Bent Not Broken

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Reads 141
Votes 8
Parts 4
Time 52m

I hated myself. 

Hated the fact that I lived...while the person I loved had not.
Things spiraled out of control and I was sent packing to the place where it all began.
While I wrestled with the demons inside of me, I ran smack into-him. 
Literally.

I hated him.

Hated the fact that Dean was the person I was not.
Where I craved for death, he desired to live. 
While I refused to accept the truth, he forced me to face my fears.
He made me feel again. 
Love again.

When I was lost...Dean had found me.
Now that I wanted to live, he was pushing me away.
If I leave-I risked losing everything all over again.
This time, though, I had a choice. 
I could save his dreams...and our love.

CONTENT WARNING: PG-13. This story references attempted suicide, alcohol use, and language that could be a trigger for some readers.All Rights Reserved

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