It's not the future that you're afraid of It's repeating the past that makes you anxious ---------------------------------------------------------------- "Baby I'm sorry, please for-" SLAP "HOW DARE YOU" I shouted with heavy tears streaming down my face. There I stood in front of the man I called my husband, the man I loved with everything I had. The man who brought joy and happiness into my life, the man that vowed to forever protect our family. It was all a lie. Everything he had vowed to me was all just one big lie and I fell for it, I believed every word he said because I loved him. All the years that we've been married, everything he fed me was just a cover up to hide me from the truth. To stop me from finding out the real man i married.