Hey Lover

When trying to get into his head becomes a battle with ones self, you have failed and will always fail. I once cared about you so deeply that now when I think of your face I come to the realization of "I had to be insane". You never honestly cares about my heart, or did you? You said the most purest things off of your tongue, but you never meant any of it. I still to this day could never call you a liar, but I can't say you never lied. I seen the sun, the stars and the moon when ever I was to think about you. When you laid your hands on me I felt butterflies and fireworks. Maybe I'm tripping or even delusional, whatever the case may be I just felt like you should know.
Times flies and sometimes I wish we could turn the clocks just once. I've felt this way before but this time around I told myself this had to be different. Then again I was blind sided with the bullshit and knew it was the cycle I feared that would make me back to someone I didn't love as a person within. Peace & no luv