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Kindle Williams-Sanchez got the short end of the stick when it comes to life. Ever since he was young, life's been throwing him storm after storm of trouble, each approaching storm being more powerful than the last. With the only other option being losing the battle, he's always had to fight through every storm and hope he didn't lose himself in the process. 

Now, he's an adult and barely hanging onto this thing called life. With medical bills piling up, this month's rent due soon, and no stable job to support himself, Kindle is sure this is where the storm swallows him up. 

Lucky for him, he lands a job at a well-established publishing house and things start looking up for him. However, when his health starts getting worse and his relationship with his boss starts crossing into personal territory, Kindle has to battle through what he considers one of the hardest storms of his life. 

The question: will he make it out with everything intact or will this storm steal everything from him?

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The Tamer and His Beast by Saturn_Passion

"Destiny is interesting," he said, looking up at the stars. "Some beings like to rely on a god or deity, feeling free from the responsibility of deciding love and the future of their lives. Others would rather decide everything, running away from things that ground them as they hop from one fleeting feeling to the next." "And what about you?" Geoff asked, looking at him shyly. "I always chose my own destiny," he told him. "I chose to live my life based on the things that I felt were right." Those eyes finally looked at him, his face as serious as could be. They locked in with his, leaving Geoff breathless with their power. "And," he continued. "Right now, I choose you." Adventure is always just around the corner, as easy as the wind blowing him towards his next destination with a mixture of the past and present, all is well for Geoff. The chaotic is normal, and a challenge is always thirsted for in his life. But when life throws him another curve ball, now Geoff's in for the test of a lifetime as his next mission is greater than any tamer known to man. A life or death situation leaves him with a beast that he wasn't expecting, and a problem with the world and everything he knew. If that wasn't hard enough, life decided to throw in a test of his heart as well. And he was a sucker for a good looking man. When the past and present collide, can Geoff handle the future that he could be destined for? * BOOK #2 OF THE TAMER SERIES! UPDATES EVERY WEDNESDAY

A Rose by Any Other Name by RegularMisanthrope

Shit. That's how Derrick's life was going after the accident. Hazy memories and scars he didn't need were splintering what was left of what he did remember. Derrick's tattoo shop seemed to get along just fine without him, his magic abilities were short circuiting and for the first time in his life, he wasn't sure who he was anymore. Not to mention some guy named Mike insisted that they were best friends before he lost his memory. As if he'd be friends with someone who breathed positivity. The only thing Derrick wants to focus on right now is recovery and finding himself. But life, also known as Mike, keeps getting in the way. Completed January 13, 2019. Genre: MM soft magic romance with some angst and a hurt/comfort slant.

Out Of Control - How It Ended by lisaaaaa1616

Clay and George got married and life seemed to be back to perfect. They were married, happy and healthy. Though, everything changes when George has to get used to an adult's life when he feels like everything but an adult. Clay and George start drifting apart when Clay starts to suffer from bad flashbacks, nightmares and so many traumas that he doesn't want to get out of bed anymore. Clay's "always perfect" life suddenly turns into a living hell while George keeps struggling with the responsibility of being an adult. Will they be able to recover from everything trying to rip them apart for the third time? TW's: -Suicide attempt (suicidal thoughts) -Derealisation (once) -Panic attacks -Car accident -Overdose This books includes lime (I never wrote a few scenes so don't mind me)

{ #3 } Twisted Moon (MxM || 18+) by Snape75

Black Moon Series Book #3 Warning: #Mature #Gay #Triggering You shouldn't read this story before you have read at least I Would Give Him The Moon as you'll be missing part of the plot otherwise. My name is Camden and my friends categorize me as a sadist. A sadistic Dominant. I need to get this anger within out and I do so by inflicting mental and physical pain to my Submissives. And yet the moment I get the best kicks is through the aftercare I dispense. My soul is twisted. My past is twisted. * My name is Noah. I'm a homeless teenager who ran away from a homophobic family who never loved me because of what I supposedly did to my twin sister. I need pain to soothe my troubled mind. So I self-harm. My soul is twisted. My past is twisted. "A lifetime of consumption, They've all become the same, I punish them for pleasure, And pleasure some with pain. I punish you with pleasure, And pleasure you with pain" Thirty Seconds To Mars - End Of All Days "I wanna hide the truth I wanna shelter you But with the beast inside There's nowhere we can hide [...] When you feel my heat Look into my eyes It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide Don't get too close It's dark inside It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide" Imagine Dragons - Demons

Acceptance | Gay MxM | by dollygrand

After getting away from his cruel father's tyranny, Randall has to learn how to live again, and accept the person he was meant to be - with a little help of a local bartender... ***** An empty shell is all what is left of twenty-five-year-old Randall now. After his homophobic father found out he was gay, he had to learn to act someone else in order to survive through the years of abuse and humiliation. Now he has forgotten the person he once was. He refuses to remember the person he was supposed to be. Emotionally detached, and unable to create any kind of relationships, Randall's lonely days repeat themselves in the same destructive pattern: go to work, work out, watch TV, and drink, with no way out of that dark, miserable corner he has built for himself. When a gay bar opens doors in his neighborhood, the fragile balance he has created with himself is in danger of being destroyed when his true self is trying to break free. And to make things worse, there is a new guy at his gym. A kind guy who has a nice voice and loves talking people's ears off. A guy who can see his suffering and is willing to do whatever it takes to help him. A guy who is making Randall feel once again. (Warning, this novel contains verbal and physical abuse!) || Gay || BxB || MxM || LGBT || Romance ||

Baby Boy || Gay MxM || Omegaverse by ShadedSin

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'Broken Image' ♡ (MXM) ♡ by Fangkun6

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F***in' Arizona by melanatedmelon

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The Tamer and His Beast cover

A Rose by Any Other Name cover

Out Of Control - How It Ended cover

{ #3 } Twisted Moon (MxM || 18+) cover

Acceptance | Gay MxM | cover

Baby Boy || Gay MxM || Omegaverse cover

'Broken Image' ♡ (MXM) ♡ cover

F***in' Arizona cover

The C.E.O'S shattered heart (MxM, C.E.O X C.E.O) cover

The Snowy-haired Genius cover

The Tamer and His Beast

"Destiny is interesting," he said, looking up at the stars. "Some beings like to rely on a god or deity, feeling free from the responsibility of deciding love and the future of their lives. Others would rather decide everything, running away from things that ground them as they hop from one fleeting feeling to the next." "And what about you?" Geoff asked, looking at him shyly. "I always chose my own destiny," he told him. "I chose to live my life based on the things that I felt were right." Those eyes finally looked at him, his face as serious as could be. They locked in with his, leaving Geoff breathless with their power. "And," he continued. "Right now, I choose you." Adventure is always just around the corner, as easy as the wind blowing him towards his next destination with a mixture of the past and present, all is well for Geoff. The chaotic is normal, and a challenge is always thirsted for in his life. But when life throws him another curve ball, now Geoff's in for the test of a lifetime as his next mission is greater than any tamer known to man. A life or death situation leaves him with a beast that he wasn't expecting, and a problem with the world and everything he knew. If that wasn't hard enough, life decided to throw in a test of his heart as well. And he was a sucker for a good looking man. When the past and present collide, can Geoff handle the future that he could be destined for? * BOOK #2 OF THE TAMER SERIES! UPDATES EVERY WEDNESDAY