Revenge

If revenge is what you want then revenge is what you'll get.

I'm forced to make a decision. To decide my fate and my future. I've never had this much power. The adrenaline coursing through my veins as I try to calm my nerves.

"You don't have to do this," he whispered as he sat on his knees in front of me.

Tears stung my eyes as I quickly wiped them away. Breathing deeply, continuing to aim the gun at his forehead. "I wish that were true," I stated as I looked him deep in the eyes. I wanted him to feel all the hurt that I've felt. All the hurt that he's put me in. I wanted him to feel all the pain that I've kept bottled up inside me and let it slowly eat away at me. Taking all the good from within me and turning it into the monster I've been created to be.

"Sweetheart listen to me... we can fix this." He pleaded. Shaking my head ignoring his words.
"You ruined me. There's no fixing this. There's no going back." And with that, his words replayed in my head.

"There are two things in this world that can't be taken back. Words and bullets. So make sure you hit what you aim at and mean what you say..."

Revenge is what I needed, and I won't stop until I get it.