My Monarchy~YR

What if...

What if I turned back?
What if I kissed him infront of everyone?
What if I hadn't been a coward..

All this is going through Wilhelms head this whole winter break. And he can't seem to shut this thoughts out.
And as the anxiety attacks keep getting worse and he can't take it anymore, will he give in to his love and break down the walls he's been working so hard on keeping up?