Summary: "I always realize things after I lost them. Like I did with you, Reki. About how much I cherished..." That day, Langa felt a sudden panic. Then, he suddenly, and finally, noticed that Reki has been avoiding him. After they reconciled, he ignored the fear that accumulated during the time they were in a cold war. Only later did he realize how foolish he was. He can't be stopped. His feelings can't be stopped anymore. (A/N: don't worry, guys. This author isn't a fan of angst, so Langa wouldn't blacken that much (coz I'm not good in writing blackened characters hahaha) and I love LangRen so much, as well as fluff, so definitely this is an HE. Trust me! All my fanfics are HE, except one - XiYao. Hahahahaha.) P.S.: this author is still high from Sk8 anime lol please forgive me. I am also afraid these ideas of mind would fly away from my mind, so I finally decided to write. *dogeza