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.Drowning me.

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Reads 73
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Deep deep down. I am immersed. I am at the bottom of the sea. Alone. Little scared. I dont know how to swim. But i know how to drown.

but now i've decided to rise. I am gonna collect my all dispersed & scattered courage. I am gonna try to stand on my feet. I am in water so it will take a while.

i am looking upwards. I feel, whole sea is topsy-turvy. May b for so much time I am living down here so i am feeling, whole world is sea & m on the grass. Which is exactly opposite. Or m i looking upside down? 

surface of the sea is divider. I am in deep negativity. So i am gonna share how i learn to swim.All Rights Reserved

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