Letters of Unconciousness

When your ill and dying you'll either listen to all advice that people give you or you will defy them.
Gabriella took no chances, listening to everything and doing everything the right way. But slowly as routine kicked in the urge to do something difference or extraordinary kicked in as well.
However she set one rule for herself right at the start, don't fall in love until its all over.
But when Nate gets involved following that somewhat simple rule becomes an impossible task.
He makes her want to get well, greater.
Although the positive outcomes become somewhat rare for her. Her special boy being there every step of the way until it began to unravel. The unofficial relationship tumbling down as her physical state deteriorated.
As a hopefully life saving surgery approaches in preparation these letters were written given the chance she would not wake up. She still wanted him to know everything. No matter what their last conversation was, he deserved to know everything.