Just because I carry it so well doesn't mean it's not hard. I don't get to hide my bad side just so that she will stay. It's not how this world works. Especially when your a Stark and a speedster. Falling in love with someone who's lost everyone is one of the scariest things i will ever do in this world. You know why? Because there will always be the fear of losing myself to the depths of the darkness that has claimed everybody she ever loved. But in the end, it turns out. Love is worth the risk. This is the longer version with more complicated relations, more depth and more background story. DO NOT READ IF EASILY TRIGGERED TW mentioning of suicide and self harm and doing of the later. Violence and may be sexual stuff too. Some things may be triggering but I'll put out a ⚠️ at those parts. This is a really depressing story with a lot of thoughts about not existing so it I'm warning you before you read it. Don't know why it became like that but it did. I do not own any of the marvel characters except for the ones I added. Do own the plot but mentioning of movie plots. Plays out after Age of Ultron.
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