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Because You're My First Love // seongjoong

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Parts 37
Time 2h 45m

Reads 24,165
Votes 1,175
Parts 37
Time 2h 45m

Mature

angst anxiety ateez ateezff ateezsmut bestfriends boyxboy friendstolovers hongjoong kimhongjoong mingi parkseonghwa san seonghwa seongjoong texttospeech woosan wooyoung yeosang yungi yunho

𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦; 𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯.

Seonghwa hides the hell that he goes through. 
Hongjoong buries his feelings of anxiety.

Two best friends who love each other but are too weighed down by the past, and their fears.

⚠ Contains mentions of abuse and self harm⚠
⚠︎︎ slow updates ⚠︎︎

started; 8.8.21
finished; 11.4.22All Rights Reserved

angst anxiety ateez ateezff ateezsmut bestfriends boyxboy friendstolovers hongjoong kimhongjoong mingi parkseonghwa san seonghwa seongjoong texttospeech woosan wooyoung yeosang yungi yunho

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【The Incident | Seongjoong】 by Green_tea_spilling

★ - ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ ☆ - ᴏɴɢᴏɪɴɢ ☆ - ᴅɪsᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇᴅ !!UNDER EDITING!! |||| Hongjoong, a 12th grader with selective Mutism and bad people skills, Seonghwa, a socially awkward student with a divine passion for art and drawing. Hongjoong recently moved to Seoul away from his beloved Anyang, Hongjoong finds himself in a completely new life except the common factors he always had, the factor of living in unstable home all of his life, the way it follows him and consumes him. Hongjoong finds himself making vile descions he would never make, and they are not seemingly the greatest, Hongjoong finds a new side of life, a much darker of life calling to him, and soon Hongjoong watches it all unfold in front of him, but also, ever since the school year started theres been a rapid spree of serial killing, and soon, Hongjoong's figures out it has something do with him. ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ Hongjoong, grew up in a old house, where every door and wall held a dirty secret, pleads of mercy sewed into their memory, the old house covers more bloodstains the one would image, the smell of alcohol, the rot that stays arounds, the flies that crawl on the walls, the cigarettes stains, the hushed screams, light doesn't shine in those hallow windows, the shattered glass, the thickness of the air carries a burden of pain, where shadows lay, comforting, nobody knows what goes in that house, where its a perfect family, all snitched together, forced smiles and fake laughter, nobody knows what happens in those walls. "Seonghwa, will you love me if im broken, shattered and destroyed? where i've never touched the light, where its never swelled in my eyes." "Hongjoong, you are the light, your my light, and all things heal eventually, you healed me." What will happen? THIS IS COMPLETELY FICTIONAL PLEASE DON'T TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY!! WARING: MATURE CONTENT, MENTIONS OF CSA AND DRUG USAGE Started: 4/2/24 Ended: 6/24/24 Edited 1/1/25

𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐝 | 𝐂.𝐉𝐇 𝐱 𝐊.𝐘𝐒 ✓ by Sangieschicken_

[𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗘𝗗/𝗘𝗗𝗜𝗧𝗘𝗗] Yeosang loves Jongho a lot, but what else can he do when his boyfriend is distant from him?

𝐔𝐓𝐎𝐏𝐈𝐀 | 𝐰𝐨𝐨𝐬𝐚𝐧 by billlypoco

"i'll be whatever you need me to be, just let me be here for you." • in which wooyoung finds the comfort he needed in his boyfriend's best friend. • best rankings: #1 in ateez (09/03/23) & (22/10/23) #1 in kpop (17/03/23) #1 in seonghwa (17/03/23) #2 in woosan (14/03/23) #3 in choisan (19/10/23) #5 in yunho (22/07/23)

Why am I afraid? | Seongjoong by babethtiny

But this can't be. I never thought of anyone the way I think of Hongjoong. I love him sincerely with all my heart as a friend. This love is only friendship. Nothing more. Right? ~ Fluff - Soft Smut - Little Angst College/University AU Mainly Seongjoong. K. HJ ⬆️ P. SH ⬇️ A little bit of: • Woosan, • Jongsang, • Yungi. ~ Started : 2022/08/30 Ended : 2023/01/30

𝑠ℎ𝑢𝑡 𝑢𝑝 | 𝑠𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑗𝑜𝑜𝑛𝑔 by wonderlandsannie

𝕊ℍ𝕌𝕋 𝕌ℙ • 𝕊𝔼𝕆ℕ𝔾𝕁𝕆𝕆ℕ𝔾 _________________________________________ "𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑠𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡?" "𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑣𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑤𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑡ℎ 𝑛𝑜𝑤, 𝑗𝑜𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑒~" "𝑏𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑚𝑒." _________________________________________ in which hongjoongs best friends brother comes home and he just wishes he would shut up. _________________________________________ - 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚃𝚄𝚂 - ♡︎︎ ︎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 ︎ ︎♥︎ 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 ♡︎ 𝚑𝚒𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚜 ♡︎ 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚞𝚎𝚍 _________________________________________ 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍: 𝟷𝟶.𝟸𝟿.𝟸𝟸 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚍: 𝟶𝟷.𝟷𝟸.𝟸𝟻

Close by Wolf_Kay_Sorceress

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eye contact || woosan by yeojinskisses

wooyoung felt his throat get dry as his face flushed. nervously, he raised his eyes, making eye contact with the boy in front of him. he didn't get any words out of his mouth, only staring at the other one's now confused face. 'is this what they call love at first sight...?' wooyoung works part-time at a fast food restaurant and meets san, the most gorgeous boy he's ever seen. turns out they go to the same school. written in all lowercase ! does have slightly mature content !

↱ENNUI↲ ⇾seongjoong⇽ by larryloverq

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I Miss You • Woosan by love_lorri

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