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Past Her Insanity - Taylorde (complete)

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Parts 26
Time 3h 28m

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But our lives will only ever always
Continue to be
A balancing act
That has less to do with pain
And more to do with beauty
-Shane Koyczan

Taylor's life is spiraling out of control. What once was a world full of glamour and fame is now a never ending abyss of sadness and suffering. With the sweet Ellie Goulding as her suicide watch member, Taylor relies on her for just about everything. She never goes out, she's afraid of the world, and she has an eating disorder. 
An eating disorder that is completely overpowering her and killing her. And she isn't letting anyone help her with it. 

But even more disaster strikes when Ellie has to leave Taylor for good - helpless and lost without her guidance. And then Ella comes along - a light in Taylor's darkness. An old friend and a determined councillor to Taylor's troubles. Is this the girl she's been waiting for to help her through this tough time?.All Rights Reserved

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Clean [Kaylor] by TheComet13

Taylor has become the most famous singer in the world, and her life looks perfect on the outside. But if only people looked a little closer, they would realize how much she's struggling - struggling to keep her sexuality a secret, struggling with self-loathing, struggling with drugs. She's a mess, and the future seems nothing but a never-ending black hole in which she has fallen and doesn't know how to come out. That until she meets Karlie Kloss, who seems like she's made of sunshine, and she can either help Taylor find her way out of the darkness, or push her farther into it... This is my take on Kaylor. It doesn't necessarily follow the "real" timeline, even though I've tried to stick to it as much as possible. [WARNING: this story deals with drug abuse, if that's one of your triggers, then don't read.]

Heartbreaker Dance by ishipBullshit1995

Have you ever been in the situation of having to break up with someone but being unable to do so? Wouldn't it be nice if someone could do this for you? Say no more! Harry is known as the break-up-er in his friend group and beyond. He breaks up with their partners for them because he couldn't care less about people's feelings. His reputation is way beyond him and everybody seems to know his name. He lives in a shitty apartment complex. He hates his job and has constant loud one-night stands, which pisses off his neighbour underneath him, but he doesn't know that because they have never met. But never say never ... This neighbour turns out to be the next one in line to get his heart broken by Harry but maybe in a completely different way than he had thought the moment Harry had shown up at his door to break up with him. And maybe Harry is in for a surprise as well.

Both of Us -A Kaylor Fanfic- by WeAreThe-Foxes

"Everything is okay Tay, just.." Karlie stops talking for a bit and seems to be searching for the right words. "Just thank you." She finally says and the two hug once again. "Hey I'm always here if you want to talk or anything Karls, you're my best friend." Taylor says. "And also I really like hugging you so its no problem at all." She blushes because she knows that she really likes hugging Karlie. She likes it more then hugging any of her other friends. But of course Karlie is her best friend so that must be the difference. Right? I wrote this story about supermodel Karlie Kloss and global superstar Taylor Swift. Its a fiction. Nothing in this story really happened. I dont mean to hurt the people described in my story. Its all made up in my own little mind. © WeAreThe-Foxes

Call Me Up Again by sfenby

A Taylor Swift fanfic - Máire never expected a wrong number to change her life forever. At first, she didn't think much of it, but when the unknown caller keeps blowing up her phone and she ends up talking to the charming and mysterious woman that wants to keep her identity a secret, she finds herself drawn to that girl more with each text and late-night call. Neither of them knew that sometimes the most unexpected connections can lead to the most profound relationships. As they continue to grow closer, navigating the challenges of time zones, long-distance communication and their vastly different lives, both of them soon must decide if they're willing to take a leap of faith and uproot everything they've known so far. Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction! Most characters and places were created in my head, except for real life people, like celebrities and especially Taylor herself. Their actions and words are completely imaginary. I wrote everything with the utmost respect for Taylor and anyone who makes an appearance and it's intended to entertain and nothing more. We don't assume peoples sexualities here, we just vibe. Timeline won't be a hundred percent accurate to make this story make sense, but major events are still a thing.

golden [2] | TAYLOR SWIFT by ireallylikekiwis

sequel to DELICATE I know that you're scared because I'm so open In which famous English actress Kaia Browne is now in a serious relationship with international sensation Taylor Swift with the whole world betting against them. Now, not only do they have to face the challenges that come with any relationship, they also have to fight all the rumours that is spreading online. Will their relationship suffer at the hands of strangers with a lot to say, or can they survive a series of viral pictures, long distance, and petty fights? Keep reading to find out! * Rated R for mature content and language. This story is entirely my work of fiction. All characters and fictional places are from my own imagination except for the obvious real famous people. The timeline is not necessarily a hundred percent accurate to Taylor's for the sake of the story and for it to make sense. I hope you enjoy it! Frequent updates! I know that you're scared because hearts get broken

Life After Death by BrinaGirlie99

Imagine this: you're a teenage girl who doesn't have the greatest life. Your parents are alcoholic and abusive and at school you get bullied. Of course no one wants to live that nightmare. Sadly is this Selena's reality. She's been fighting a daily battle for years hoping for chance. No such luck, in fact things have only gotten worse. This time she can't go on anymore. She sees no other way out than taking her own life. Don't worry though, this isn't gonna be a dark and depressing story because little does Selena know there's an unexpected twist...

Darling You've Got Your Demons | Kaylor by lov3lettersonly

{A Kaylor Partial AU} It's 2014 and Taylor Swift is getting ready to launch an album that will mark her full transition into the pop industry. She's visiting a mental illness treatment center when she meets Karlie Kloss, who has borderline personality disorder. The two immediately connect, and a romance begins to blossom. Both women have demons, obtained from past traumas and experiences, but perhaps each other is what is needed to keep them at bay. ~COMPLETED~

Seeing Shane Gray ✓ by ScarlettBlackDaisy

| a true story about a boy who hides his pain behind his smile and a girl determined to see it | - FREE story with paid Exclusive Chapters and Writer Reveals - Twice Featured - Taylor Ming is trying to cope with the aftermath of her twin brother's suicide, and her depressed mother and avoidant father aren't really helping. With one of her friends' self-harming while another deals with a chronically ill boyfriend, being diagnosed with Diabetes and forced to use insulin thrice a day is Taylor's worst nightmare. When she catches the school's golden boy Shane Gray popping pills in a bathroom, then, Taylor is sure she's in a living hell. Is he depressed? Is he using drugs? She's afraid of losing more people and strikes a deal with Shane. He'll tell her if he ever has the urge to hurt himself and she'll keep his secret. What neither of them knows, however, is that he's already hurting himself without knowing it. And Shane's life is falling apart quicker than Taylor's. Because life isn't black and white and, sometimes, seeing gray can make all the difference. Warning: The story talks about suicide, self-harm, drug use, and mental health problems which may be triggering for some readers.

Real Eyes, Realize, Real Lies (Larry Stylinson) by Tattoos_Dimples

Two boys, have known eachother there WHOLE lives. There moms were best friends in high school. They became best friends. Doing everything together. Rarely leaving eachothers side. But what happens when one gets a girlfriend and starts to fade away from his best friend. He'll realize that he was in love with his best friend. His best friends Girfriend starts to make his life miserable, to make sure he doesnt get his best friend back. Starts to get bullied every day, wanting to committ suicide. He feels like know one loves him. One day he decieds to end it... What if his best friend finally realizes the lies his girl friend has told him and goes to try and find his best friend.. Will it become to late?

MY SAVIOUR by hczzastylesxo

TW im emily, a traumatised girl. living out in london for the past 2 years has been my escape from what happened back in texas. so when i got a job at a strip club meeting the 3 favourite people in my life it drowned out everything else that i have been dealing with in my head. but then he came along and i swore i was never going to get close to anyone again, id never open up to someone and be vulnerable in that way, but little by little he chipped away at me and i ended up falling for the tattooed man that stood before me. so are you ready to read the story of my saviour? because its going to be one hell of a ride.harr

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Clean [Kaylor]

Taylor has become the most famous singer in the world, and her life looks perfect on the outside. But if only people looked a little closer, they would realize how much she's struggling - struggling to keep her sexuality a secret, struggling with self-loathing, struggling with drugs. She's a mess, and the future seems nothing but a never-ending black hole in which she has fallen and doesn't know how to come out. That until she meets Karlie Kloss, who seems like she's made of sunshine, and she can either help Taylor find her way out of the darkness, or push her farther into it... This is my take on Kaylor. It doesn't necessarily follow the "real" timeline, even though I've tried to stick to it as much as possible. [WARNING: this story deals with drug abuse, if that's one of your triggers, then don't read.]