Past Her Insanity - Taylorde (complete)
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But our lives will only ever always
Continue to be
A balancing act
That has less to do with pain
And more to do with beauty
-Shane Koyczan
Taylor's life is spiraling out of control. What once was a world full of glamour and fame is now a never ending abyss of sadness and suffering. With the sweet Ellie Goulding as her suicide watch member, Taylor relies on her for just about everything. She never goes out, she's afraid of the world, and she has an eating disorder.
An eating disorder that is completely overpowering her and killing her. And she isn't letting anyone help her with it.
But even more disaster strikes when Ellie has to leave Taylor for good - helpless and lost without her guidance. And then Ella comes along - a light in Taylor's darkness. An old friend and a determined councillor to Taylor's troubles. Is this the girl she's been waiting for to help her through this tough time?.
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