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Past Her Insanity - Taylorde (complete)

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Reads 23,180
Votes 963
Parts 26
Time 3h 28m

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But our lives will only ever always
Continue to be
A balancing act
That has less to do with pain
And more to do with beauty
-Shane Koyczan

Taylor's life is spiraling out of control. What once was a world full of glamour and fame is now a never ending abyss of sadness and suffering. With the sweet Ellie Goulding as her suicide watch member, Taylor relies on her for just about everything. She never goes out, she's afraid of the world, and she has an eating disorder. 
An eating disorder that is completely overpowering her and killing her. And she isn't letting anyone help her with it. 

But even more disaster strikes when Ellie has to leave Taylor for good - helpless and lost without her guidance. And then Ella comes along - a light in Taylor's darkness. An old friend and a determined councillor to Taylor's troubles. Is this the girl she's been waiting for to help her through this tough time?.All Rights Reserved

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Broken Pieces (Larry stylinson) by OopsHiYouFool

DISCLAIMER I WAS 14 WHEN I WROTE THIS SO IT'S TERRIBLE + TRIGGER WARNING "I'll find a way to fix these broken pieces and let go.." Harry is in a loving relationship with Josh, but Josh becomes violent, and starts abusing him. Harry get's emotionally fucked up. Louis is insecure, and hates himself. He has a history of cutting... He stopped but started again... He almost died once, he cut too deep. What will happend when they meet? Will they be able to fix each other? Read and find out! (please just read it... lol)

Call Me Up Again by sfenby

A Taylor Swift fanfic - Máire never expected a wrong number to change her life forever. At first, she didn't think much of it, but when the unknown caller keeps blowing up her phone and she ends up talking to the charming and mysterious woman that wants to keep her identity a secret, she finds herself drawn to that girl more with each text and late-night call. Neither of them knew that sometimes the most unexpected connections can lead to the most profound relationships. As they continue to grow closer, navigating the challenges of time zones, long-distance communication and their vastly different lives, both of them soon must decide if they're willing to take a leap of faith and uproot everything they've known so far. Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction! Most characters and places were created in my head, except for real life people, like celebrities and especially Taylor herself. Their actions and words are completely imaginary. I wrote everything with the utmost respect for Taylor and anyone who makes an appearance and it's intended to entertain and nothing more. We don't assume peoples sexualities here, we just vibe. Timeline won't be a hundred percent accurate to make this story make sense, but major events are still a thing.

Both of Us -A Kaylor Fanfic- by WeAreThe-Foxes

"Everything is okay Tay, just.." Karlie stops talking for a bit and seems to be searching for the right words. "Just thank you." She finally says and the two hug once again. "Hey I'm always here if you want to talk or anything Karls, you're my best friend." Taylor says. "And also I really like hugging you so its no problem at all." She blushes because she knows that she really likes hugging Karlie. She likes it more then hugging any of her other friends. But of course Karlie is her best friend so that must be the difference. Right? I wrote this story about supermodel Karlie Kloss and global superstar Taylor Swift. Its a fiction. Nothing in this story really happened. I dont mean to hurt the people described in my story. Its all made up in my own little mind. © WeAreThe-Foxes

MY SAVIOUR by hczzastylesxo

TW im emily, a traumatised girl. living out in london for the past 2 years has been my escape from what happened back in texas. so when i got a job at a strip club meeting the 3 favourite people in my life it drowned out everything else that i have been dealing with in my head. but then he came along and i swore i was never going to get close to anyone again, id never open up to someone and be vulnerable in that way, but little by little he chipped away at me and i ended up falling for the tattooed man that stood before me. so are you ready to read the story of my saviour? because its going to be one hell of a ride.harr

Clean [Kaylor] by TheComet13

Taylor has become the most famous singer in the world, and her life looks perfect on the outside. But if only people looked a little closer, they would realize how much she's struggling - struggling to keep her sexuality a secret, struggling with self-loathing, struggling with drugs. She's a mess, and the future seems nothing but a never-ending black hole in which she has fallen and doesn't know how to come out. That until she meets Karlie Kloss, who seems like she's made of sunshine, and she can either help Taylor find her way out of the darkness, or push her farther into it... This is my take on Kaylor. It doesn't necessarily follow the "real" timeline, even though I've tried to stick to it as much as possible. [WARNING: this story deals with drug abuse, if that's one of your triggers, then don't read.]

Don't Speak by StaceySomerville

The pain and pleasure he brings is more than the sharp edge of the razor blade could ever offer me. Sixteen year old Ella's life is falling apart. After family life took a turn for the worse, she found her self silently battling depression, turning to physical pain for relief. But when Ella and her best friend Amanda meet Shane and Chris, two older guys at a party, they believe they've found the perfect men. Ella soon finds herself falling for Shane, and she believes he will save her from a troubled life. But love can be dangerously blinding. *** (There are some explicit scenes through the book - sexual scenes, drugs, abuse, rape etc. Just so people are aware)

Darling You've Got Your Demons | Kaylor by lov3lettersonly

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Life After Death by BrinaGirlie99

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Paper Rings |1| Taylor Swift Fanfic by 1swiftie13

Freya Thompson, Granddaughter of Archibald Thompson one of the richest men in London. She lived a pretty peaceful life, working as a primary school music teacher to fill her time, living with long-term boyfriend Luca Armstrong in the heart of her favourite city. When her best friend Cara Delevigne invites her to spend the weekend at Taylor Swifts 4th of July party she simply can't pass up the opportunity. However being away from home makes her realise, maybe her life wasn't all that peaceful, and when blue eyes met blue she couldn't deny that maybe she wasn't all that happy. Content Warning: Mentions of: ED, Domestic Abuse, Rape, Alcoholism, Rated R for mature content and language For the purpose of this story Taylor's relationship with a certain DJ never happened and other relationship timelines may be altered to suit the plot. Mature Chapters indicated with * CW Chapters indicated with ^ FINAL WORD COUNT 93,756

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Broken Pieces (Larry stylinson)

DISCLAIMER I WAS 14 WHEN I WROTE THIS SO IT'S TERRIBLE + TRIGGER WARNING "I'll find a way to fix these broken pieces and let go.." Harry is in a loving relationship with Josh, but Josh becomes violent, and starts abusing him. Harry get's emotionally fucked up. Louis is insecure, and hates himself. He has a history of cutting... He stopped but started again... He almost died once, he cut too deep. What will happend when they meet? Will they be able to fix each other? Read and find out! (please just read it... lol)